+++Changes in My Life+++

21:18:21

2005-09-21T16:45:00.000-07:00

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don't, be afraid to let it show
For you'll never know
If you let it hide
I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why
I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
Love will show you everything
One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you'll be standing right next to me
I love you
You love me
Take this gift and don't ask why

Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why
I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
My love will show you everything...

it is!

2005-09-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

love is a cycle, you know..

how?

you love?

..u gt hurt..

u gt hurt?

..u gt mad..

u gt mad?

..u try to forget..

the more u try to forget,

the more u miss..

then....

ul start fallin in luv again..

tsk..

makikanta kao.. dali! hehe..

2005-09-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen

She had some trouble with herself

He was always there to help her

She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles

And wound up at your door

I've had you so many times but somehowI want more

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be lovedShe will be loved...

Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful

I know I tend to get so insecure

It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies

It's compromise that moves us along

My heart is full and my door's always open

You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

I know where you hide

Alone in your car

Know all of the things that make you who you are

I know that goodbye means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

[in the background]

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

..TATLONG RASON..

2005-08-17T20:06:00.000-07:00

may tatlong reasons daw kung bkt umiiyak ang mga tao..

una.dhil nalulungkot cla..

panagalawa.dhil nasasaktan cla..

pngatlo.dhil nasisiyahan cla..

..kapg nangyari sken ung una,iiyak kb tlg ksama ko?

..kung mngyri saken ang pangalaw, susugurin mo b tlg ang nanakit saken?

..at kung mngyri sken ang pngatlo, tlg bng sasama ka at mkikisaya ksama ko?

pano kung my iba ng tumawag seo?

hm.. sana..

asTig tLaga!

2005-08-17T19:33:00.000-07:00

*Evil...?

The University professor challenged his studentswith this question.
"Did God create everything that exists?

"A student bravely replied, "Yes he did!"

"God created everything?" The professor asked.

"Yes sir", the student replied.

The professor answered, "If God createdeverything, then God created evil, since evil exists,and according to the principal that our works definewho we are, then God is evil."

The student became quiet before such an answer. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boastedto the students that he had proven once more thattheir faith was a myth.

Another student raised his hand and said, "Can Iask you a question professor?"

"Of course", replied the professor.

The student stood up and asked, "Professor doescold exist?"

"What kind of question is this? Of course it exists.Have you never been cold?" The studentssnickered at the young man's question.

The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does notexist. According to the laws of physics, what weconsider cold is in reality the absence of heat.Every body or object is susceptible to study whenit has or transmits energy, and heat is what makesa body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolutezero (-460? F) is the total absence of heat; allmatter becomes inert and incapable of reaction atthat temperature. Cold does not exist. We havecreated this word to describe how we feel if wehave no heat.

"The student continued, "Professor, does darknessexist?"

The professor responded, "Of course it does."

The student replied, "Once again you are wrongsir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is inreality the absence of light. Light we can study,but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton'sprism to break white light into many colors andstudy the various wavelengths of each color. Youcannot measure darkness. A simple ray of lightcan break into a world of darkness and illuminateit. How can you know how dark a certain space is?You measure the amount of light present. Isn't thiscorrect? Darkness is a term used by man todescribe what happens when there is no lightpresent.

"Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir,does evil exist?"

Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Ofcourse as I have already said. We see it everyday.It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity toman. It is in the multitude of crime and violenceeverywhere in the world. These manifestations arenothing else but evil.

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir,or at least is does not exist unto itself. Evil issimply the absence of God. It is just like darknessand cold, a word that man has created to describethe absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil isthe result of what happens when man does nothave God's love present in his heart. It's like thecold that comes when there is no heat or thedarkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

The young man's name -- Albert Einstein

2005-08-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

genius

if ever ur in my arms agen..

2005-08-16T00:52:00.000-07:00

nmimiss n kita!!!

argh..

nkakainis ka!

missyu nah!

dis tym il love yu much better..
dis tym il hold yu forever..
dis tym will never end..

if..

ever..

ur in my arms agen. ---

nagiicp Lng..

2005-08-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

“minsan ang PAG-iBig prng ibon, kailngn pkawlan..kYlngan playain..BBLik un kung sayo tlg.. pero kung inde………………….. hala! Tiradorin mo! Para sure kng sayo! : ) -wanajo-

astig un quote..nkktuwa.. oongha naman..pero..pero..pero.. d laht ng pgkktaon.. na pg tinirador mo ang ibon.. eh sure kng mtatamaan mo toh.. pnu kung sablai ka?panu kung meron kng kakumpitenxa s pag target nung ibon n un db?! wala nah..hehe.. bkit gnon? Ung mga tao.. d ngkksundo.. pg gsto mo.. ayw nia.. pgs2 mo na, ayaw n nia.. tas pg gs2 na nia..yaw mo na.. wah! Pg gnun ba ibig sbhin d keo meant s isat isa? Wat if.. inantay k nia… nung nalamn mo.. tpos n xa magantay.. nagaantayan nlng kyo.. wlng mngyyri.. make it real! Hehe.. pero malay mo p rin.. pero wat if nmn kung alam mo pero naguguluhan k s laman ng utak nia… gs2 k nia pero pinpair k s kaibigan nia.. labo.. haha.. pwede pb un? Wat if naman.. kung okai keong dalwa.. amsaya nmn.. ayus s frends.. uhm.. di s lhat..pero okai nmn tlg.. tpos my ngyri.. ikinasira..ng lahat.. lahat.. lahat/.. as in back to zero.. ay, d nman.. imposible n back to zero.. (ang pgmmhal.. d nwwla un.. nbbwasan, pwede.. pero d nwawala) ayun nga.. pg gnun.. my chance pb un? Wat if.. gs2 k nia.. gs2 mu xa.. pero as a friend lng.. at bgla k ng nairita kc ang kulit nia..haha! malmgn wla n un.. wg ng tnungin.. wat if naman.. kmuka nia lng ung isa s mga yan.. nyenk.. wala n un.. eh.. wat if.. gs2 mo, pngppair keong dalwa…png33pan ng mga instuctors..mga kaklse, kaobgan.. pero… pero… peroo… pero!! Malaman laman mo.. ang gs2 pla nia ay ung klsmyt mong lalaki!!! Hahaha.. d pla keo pwede.. : )

...maYBe...

2005-08-12T23:29:00.001-07:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to youI don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after allYou're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I doAbout you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after anYou're my wonderwall ...

Isng mgndng paraan n pgbbgy mensahe s mga ataong ayw mong iparating ang mendshe s knila dhil d nila alam kung cnu cla dun.. : )

2005-08-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

Mkiramdam k nlng..
PWDENG IKAW UNG DALWA JAN OR UNG TATLO..OR WHATEVER..

kaw: salamat! D best k tlg! Sna mgkita n tyo.. miss n kita! Luvshu! Karirin mo ang bsmath!

Kaw: okai lng yn.. buti nkchat kita s ym.. pglingin mo dn knee mo.. dnt wori,they know whats d best for you.. : ) luvshu!

Kaw: salamat s usap lagi.. kw nlng nkakausap ko s fone eh.. yngat s boys.. dami kc! Haha!! Luvshu!

Kaw: buti naalala mko khit s miscol lng.. pero bt gnun? Prng.. bsta.. meron kpng d cnsbi sken.. at wla k ytng balak sbhin..dhil secret niu un..

Kaw: d kn ngttxt.. missyu n dn! Bagay sEo olwyt.. sna mgkita lit tyo s mcdo.. sma mu lit frends mo..

Kaw: heheh.. nmiss kita.. salamat s usap knina.. wag kn iiyak..nxtym n mgpipigil ka.. sabay tyo! : )

Kaw: hehe.. sana okai na.. bonding nmn tyo minsan.. nmimiss ko n ang apat n taon n tyong dalwa lng ang mgkasama.. sna mbasa mo toh.. luvshu!

Kaw: misyu nah.. pero astig! D k pdn nkklimot.. hehe..salamat s mga ntulong sobra.. musta mko knila tita.. kuya mike and jr..

Kaw: LOKa ka.. kun d p dhil s sun.. d kita mkakausap! Pakabit niu n fone nio.. gs2 ko ng kchismisan..

Kaw: minsan kn nga lng mgttxt sken.. smiley pa.. nu b yn! Heheh..missyu na. ptaba k nmn..

Kaw: musta lb? d ako mkreply…la ko load.. hehe.. nkakainis, kaw ah.. hehhe.. wala lng.. Yngat Lgi bro!

Kaw: ultimate baliw.. kinukulam moko noh?! Lam mu n yan.. ayaw pla mgslita nung mug.. Haha! Ngatz lagi!

Kaw: dndalaw mko s pnginip.. mumu nga dw sbi ni insan in law.. haha!

Kaw: lng arw n dn kita nppnginipn! Hala.. mgiingat lagi.. la nko balita seo eh… MISS N KITA..

Kaw: miss n kita! Dko lm kun san ako mgttxt..sun smart o globe.. miss ko bonding moments nten.. lalo n ung s CEU.

Kaw: nakakinis ka.. hahah! Gumaganti k yata..waaaaah!

Kayo: dmi niu jan eh.. ingatz lgi.. mjo malayo s sibilisasyon.. pasalubong ko ah!

Kaw: ung notes ko.. ung cds n hnhiram ko.. ung organic n ewan n ibbgy mo, ung letter n ewan ko kng ksama.. ung .. ung.. bsta..

Kaw: ung cds ko ng Southpark!! Heheh.. libre yan ah! Shalamatz!

Kaw: miss n kta! Sna mtuloi ang pngpplanuhan nten n d8.. musta mko ly japs..at jv! Haha!

Kaw: 112904211821thers so mny thngs dat i wud lyk to say to you.. but i dnt know how..

Kaw: wg kng palakad lakad..kc ung balhibo mo lumilipad! Baho mu na.. mgpligo kn 2mrow ky kuya jep..

PATTS

Kaw: okai knb? Kei lng yn..kung jan k happy.. pro syng boto p nmn ko s knya foryu..

Kaw: wg k mciado moody.. d k tatangkad nyan..

Kaw: hehe.. tbi tyo s tour.. gsto ko madaldal ka.. haha! Pizza tyo d2 s bhay bukas!

Kaw: prepared p nmn ako.. d pla tuloi..

Kaw: totoo b un? Crush mo ung klsmyt kong lalake? Nakuuu… kei lng.. naaalala ko seo c mayuki

Kaw: bertdei mu n s 29! 47 ka nha,. Mjo mtnda n pero dnt wori.. im still ur biggest fan..

“minsan mhalaga dn pla in d kita nkksama, mnsan ok dn pla in d kta nkkta at nakakausap man lng..dhl kc dun,ngkkron ng khulugan ang mga slitng ‘miss n kita, sobraa’..” -villarey

wOooH! sarrrap...

2005-08-10T21:18:00.000-07:00

Grbe.. anlamig.. sarap ng hangin.. nkktuwa,.. may bagyo kc.. yn dn ang dhilan ng pagkabitin ng excitement ko s tour namen.. hanep.. dpt sana s mga panhon toh eh nsa baguio nako.. at nbblhan ko n ng psalubong tong ngbbsa ng blog ko ngyon.. heheh.. haii.. pero okai lng.. sulit nmn ang mga arw ko d2 s manila…

Bumabalik ang mga memories!

Haii.. naaalala ko ang mga gntong panahon.. s quesci.. grbe.. ung tipong wlng klase.. pero papasok p dn pra lng mkta ang frends mo..mgcichismisan lng kyo buong arw hbng pblik balik s centeen..todo gcng k p tlg umgng umaga pra lng pumsok at wlng mamiss n moment.. khit n sbrng lakas ng hangin at babaligtad n ang payong mo! Pero d ko yn nranasan kc d ako ngddla ng payong.. hehe.. tpos kitng kita mo ung mga xientians hbng libng n libng s pgpapaulan khit n alam nila n mgkksakit sila knbukasan.. MASweRTe Ka KuNG MEroNG LalAPiT SyO N NaGMamaHaL SyO aT PapAYuNGAn KA.. or.. MgPAPAkABaSA NLnG dN xA KSaMA mO Kc La dN XAnG PaYoNG N MagOOFFER SAYO.. (tamad dn kcng magbitbit!) haha!

Hai… lamig.. lamig.. lamig..

la kwentz

2005-08-09T04:49:00.000-07:00

wala ko magawa!!

late nah.. 1:47am..

nkkmiss lng ako ng mga tao..

2nd aCcount

2005-08-07T23:11:00.000-07:00

ngbura ko ng friends s frndster.. kc nun last akong ngchek.. eleven friend requests.. eh 498 n ung frnds.. kya ngdelete nko.. ung mga nag add n dko kilala.. o nbaaon n s limot.. hehe jokelng..

nwei.. e2 ang 2nd account ko..:

vanished_seishi@yahoo.com

add nioko if u want! Ayt?

***kip I n touch pipoL!! Ciao! Aja!!

*

2005-08-07T21:20:00.000-07:00

august 7 2004.. ..

same date, lastyir..

nakaupo ako s isng upuan.. ng isng room.. s my left side in particular..

nktingin ako s my bintana..

anlakas ng hangin! sarrrap..

pngmamasdan ko ung mga puno hbng ngssway..

ung mga ibon lumilipad..

tpos ung mga taong nglalakad.. my ngmmdali.. my dahan.. my magjowaers.. my loner.. my ksmang nanay, tatay, ate kuya... aso.. my ngjojoggng.. my kumakain.. mg ngbabasa.. my ngkkwentuhan..

ansaya pnuodin.. prng wlng problema ang pilipinas!

sbrng nageenjoi tlg ko pnuodin ung mga un...

biglang my nagsalita;;; "okai, ten minutes left!"

huh?

wah! nag eexam pla ko! UPCAT! oh no!

grbe.. fresh n fresh p s aking icpan ang mga pngyyri.. pti kung anong suot ko and dalang bag.. tndang tnda ko pa..bgo ko magexam,dming ngtxt sken.. ansaya.. my souvenir p ko ng kinain ko nun.. snickers! bigay ni sats..

UP.. oh, UP.. : )

uLan.

2005-08-05T19:17:00.000-07:00

Haii.. gs2 ko pumuntng mcdooooo!!

Kya lng lakas ng ulan! Hirap umalis ng bahay..

D nga ko nkpuntng gym..

Nu kya gngwa nila dun??

Andun dw c mayuki, at long hair nah! Hehe

Haii.. kaotihan n pagpopost.. halatng wlng magawa..

***kip im touch pipoL!! Ciao! Aja!

fiRst of aUgust...

2005-08-01T20:14:00.000-07:00

YEAH! August nah! Lahpit n ng krismas!

146 DAYS NLNG CHRISTMAS NAH!!

Tpos..

153 DAYS NLND NEW YIR NAH!

WOOHOO!! : )

Hapi bertdei nga pla ky master.. sarah reyes.. missyu nah!! : )

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!

TG for LyF!!

2005-07-31T01:48:00.000-07:00

Punta kming up, knnina..

Watch kminh live AIDS (ang istoryng dinevelop ng samaskom)

And ciempre.. since up ung pinuntahan ko.. ngkalat ang matatalino.. dming xientians.. wooo!! Heheh..

Nice ung play.. political.. astig tlga!!

Monologue ni Tuesday (vargas):

TG for lyf.. taong grasa I mean..

There are 5 myths daw about taong grasa..

Myth 1: ang taong grasa ay walng pera..

Mali! E2 ang xplanation..

Suppose, sa isng street.. may 10 n koche n dumadaan in an hour and each car gives an average of 5 pesos, they wud earn 50 pesos. In 8 hours nga naman, they would earn 400 pesos which is far far far better than minimum wage! Pero! 1 street plng un! so if dalawng streets at 8 hours each, mgkkron cla ng 800 pesos! Now isn’t that amazing??!! (oongha!)

Myth2: ang mga taong grasa ay walng makain

Ciempre, mali n nmn toh..

Suppose, my limang grain ng rice ang mtitira s bawat filipino n kumkain.. sa dnmi dmi b nmn ng population ng pilipinas.. mkkbuo kn ng png fiestng dami ng food.. u can even feed the hungry chidren of africa!! Haahha!

D best!

Myth3 ayon ky Tuesday: ang taong grasa ay madumi

Well.. ayon s knya.. 10 percent lng daw ng nkkita s ktwan ng mga tg ay grease.. most of it is mold, dirt, dust, mildew.. at ung kung ano anong lumlbas s ktwan ng mga taong walng cr.. eeeiiiww.. yikes! Hahaha!

Myth number 4: ang mga tang grasa ay mabaho

Mali.. why? D mo mssbi.. kc some scents are appeling to some.. un ang sbi nia.. at ung mga s tg.. antwag dw dun.. AROMA!

Myth5: ang taong grasa ay baliw.

Anu sbi nia???

“that is an abomination! Preposterous! Lies! Lies! Lies! Bwahahahaha”

ayos tlga!!! Woohoo!

Watch kyo nxtyr.. live aids 22! : )

***kip in touch pipoL! Ciao! Aja!

preLims..

2005-07-27T20:05:00.000-07:00

Natutuwa ako s resluts ng prelims!

Heheh..

Wala lng..

Share ko lng ang aking kcyahan..

hahah!

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao! aja!!

2005-07-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

these boots are made for walkin'

yEe haw.

2005-07-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

Wala kong maicip.. bsta knina, acquaintance parti nmen.. and since, sosyalan ang aming chiorperson, gs2 nia.. my theme.. actualli.evry yr nmn meron them.. lastyr yta gods and godesses..ewan ko..buti nlng d ko naabutan un..kundi, ngmistulng prom ang orientation namen,haha!

Well..ngyon.. western attire..ung tipong “these boots are made for walkin’” heheh,, mga cowboy at cowgrls.. grbe.. ayun nmn s pngtnungan ko.. eh bgay nmn dw sken ang cowboy outfit..pwede na.. carry..ako pah! Heheh..

Grbe..saya nun parti.. heheh.. kkibng orientation. Ayos.. sulit ang binayad.. haha! Secret kng mgkano..

At isa p pla.. cndd8 ako 4 star op d nyt.. nye! Heheh

Unlng..

Kkpagod..

***k ip in touch pipoL! Ciao! Aja!

2005-07-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

diane+jen+jayv+suzaku+rei+lhaiza+genu

youR Love

2005-07-21T21:01:00.000-07:00

you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy

i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see\

your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside

every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you

prom cd:::::disc1:::::number11

sMiTTy werBenManjensen

2005-07-21T11:06:00.000-07:00

sMitty werbenManjensen...

sMitty werbenManjensen...

.....sMitty werbenManjensen...

one yr ago.. prehong preho..malamig ang panahon..

fresh p s icipan ko ang mga pngyyri.. haha..

haii.. bt gnon? nwei.. salamt s 3 taong ksama ko nun.. mga malalapit s aking puso..yeah..

nakakaiyak nmn..

smitty werBenmanjensen..

.............................smityy werbenmanjensen..

..smiTTy werben manjensen...

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!

ouCh!

2005-07-17T20:03:00.000-07:00

Kainis! Ansakit ng paa ko.. huhhuu… my sugat.. bdtrip nmn kc yng combat shus n yan.. argh…

Grbe.. nshock ako s pngggwa nmin s airbase.. haller! Eh wala nmn kc s quesci nun noh.. la kong background s gnyan.. tpos.. ang itim itim ko nah! Wah.. charky n koh.. hehe..

Tpos..

Tpos..

D p ko nkpunta s bday ni jam! Kainis tlg.. todo plano p nmn kmi ni lola.. nu b yan.. bdtip n Sunday.. sobrng kkpgod..kng nkkmtay lng un.. every week nko nmmtay.. haii..

Hapi bertdei nga pla ky jam ulit! : )

***Kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!

Happi birthdEi daD!

2005-07-14T21:51:00.000-07:00

A father is someone who gives you the tools you need to build ur lyf and the plans u need to use them successfully.. The encourhe gement to overcum obstacles, and the confidence to take pride in a job well-done. A father is sumone hu gives you a livng model of excellnce to follow the right path of ur lyf..

***********************

It takes s special kind of man 2 set a course in lyf and follow through, no matter whta d obstcle.. It tkes a special kind of man to aim for d best,a nd to pursue his goals wit passion and enthusiasm.. It takes a special knd of man whose faith inspires faith, whose determination leads 2 admration, and whose perseverance alwys makes him a winner... It takes a special kind of father lyk my dad.. : )

Otanjobi omedeto, otosan!

Hapi birthday dad!

poTato cHips!

2005-07-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

suspended klas namen.. saya! lakwacha tym!

puyat dw kc and pagod instructors kc my taping unang hirit s kul knina..

astig nga.. nung mondays quesci,tas knina s paTTs..

>number one aeronautcal skul s pinas! san k pah?!<

punta kming robplace nila jayvee and jenny.. saya! samantlhin na.. pnu b nmn..ngyon lng kmi ngkroon ng tym pra mgklakwacha.. haller! evryday my psok! monday-sundei!

astig.. adventure! saya tlg! nlimutan ko tuloi ung pgkainis s kaaway koh!

pero,tama lng un.. ayon nga kay cris villarey "ang pgkglit s kaaway, eh dun lng s tym n mgkaaway kyo..after nun..wala nah" tma b?

anyway..forget about her.. wg ptulan! yuckness!

nkita ko pla cla marga and iba png xientians s rob..grbe! ngkalat ang mga matatlino!!

after nun.. punta kming baywalk.. kwentuhan 2d max! hnggng ng sunset.. sayyyaaa!!

star is born!! hahah! : )

at ngyon, kakauwi ko lng.. inuna ko p ang pgbblog kysa s homewrk ko..

grbe! lumalala ang ubo koh!! mag zagu b naman eh.. pasaway!

naiinis pla ko ngyon..pero dko lm kung bkit! hahahah!

lng kwentng entry! hehehe...

hpi bertdei pla s dadi koh!!

kung bkit potato chips title nito? d ko dn alam eh! heheh..

***kip bin touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

2005-07-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

asTig tlg suNset s maniLa bay.. ambilis nga lng! : )

foR you.. the Last fLight oUt..

2005-07-12T22:43:00.002-07:00

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show (oh)

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I want you to know you belong in my life
I love the hope I see in your eyes
For you I would fly, at least I would try
For you I'll take the last flight out

I'm afraid that you will leave
As my secrets have been revealed (oh)
In my dreams you'll always stay (you'll always stay)
Ev'ry breathing moment from now (oh, oh)

I know you want to hear me speak (I know, yeah)
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I cannot hold back the truth no more
I let you wait too long (wait too long)
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
Scares me more...oh, ohLa, la, la...

The last flight out
For you I would fly, at least I would try (yeah, baby, yeah)
For you I'll take the last flight out(Oh, I would take the last flight out)

!

2005-07-12T22:01:00.000-07:00

"There's no such thing as COINCIDENCE.. everything happens for a very special reason..."

vinTage

2005-07-12T22:00:00.000-07:00

nung saturday.. nkausap ko c shiela//

lalng..gusto ko lng sbhin//

lng pkialamanan..//

blog ko toh.//

astig tong pic n toh..luma nah.. nkita ko p s ksulukslukan ng pc namen! haha!!

kainis, mauubos n gmot ko..pero d pko nwwlan ng ubo.. hmp!!

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2005-07-12T21:59:00.000-07:00

ako..and.. shiela..!!

numbers 9 and 10//

2005-07-12T21:58:00.000-07:00

rEAsOns why wOmEn cAnt find mEn:

1. The handsome men are not nice.

2. The nice men are are not handsome.

3. Those who are handsome and nice are gay.

4. Those who are handsome, nice and heterosexualare married.

5. The men who are not so handsome, butare nice, have no money.

6. The men who are not so handsome, butnice and have money, think we are onlyafter their money.

7. The handsome men without money areafter our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not so niceand are somewhat heterosexual, don't think wearebeautiful enough.

9. Those who are heterosexual, somewhat nice, have money, and think we are beautiful, are cowards.

10. The men who are kinda handsome,somewhat nice, have some money andare heterosexual, are shy andNEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the first move,automatically lose interest in us when wetake the initiative.

!!!!!!!!!!!

quality tym wit bro! hahaha! : )

2005-07-05T21:50:00.000-07:00

sarap ng tulog koh.. wooohoo..

koenk muna ko bka sakaling my mtgpuan n tao s irc.. hmp.. lng tao.. kakainis.. bt gnon nlng lgi d2 s irc? la lging tao.. haii...

ayan!! dumting c kapatid! wow! yes.. my kausap nako..

(edited version) hahah!

b:tol!! woi! musta na?

v: kapatid!! oi! musta n dn?

b: san kb nagaaral?

v: patts college of aeronautcs.. uste k db?

b: oo.. ang hiraaaaapppp!

v: bkit naman? tuwing kylan b psok mo?

b: dming pnpgwa.. monday-fri aq.. 10-5pm/7pm

v: buti nga kw hnggng fri lng..ako sunday!

b: kaya naten yan!

v:oongha! musta nmn uste? msaya b?

b: prng quesci tpos kumonti lng barkada mo..

v: buti k nga.. my ksama png xientians.. ako magisa lng n xientian s skul ko..

b: d dn naman kmi mciadong ngkkta eh..

v: ay kapatid.. my ttnong ako sayo..

(ciempre d ko toh ipopost..chismax toh eh! ahahahhah!!)

b: ay naku.. dko lam yan.. blah..blah..blah..

v: musta nb lablyp mo kaptid?

b: la ko nyan!

v: haha! tma! mgkaptid tlg tyo.. preho!

b: mas okai un gnon! hehe

v: oo naman.. in other ways..tska s ibng tao.. heheh..kapatid.. my pic b tyong dalwa n nksave jan s pc mo? mail mo nmn sken..

b: okai.. cge hhnpain ko..

yan.. eto n ung pic nmen! astig.. mgkamuka b kmi? ampngit ko jan.. hahah!! : )

namiss ko c kapatid n benzon.. miss ko n quesci.. miss ko n xientians,..oist yow, tol benzon.. thnx s pic!! tc lagi!!

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2005-07-05T06:16:00.000-07:00

ako and my kapatid..

2005-07-04T05:18:00.000-07:00

me!

//TAMA BA NAMAN UN?//

2005-07-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

Ø Tama bng mgpaulan lng pg la kng payong?

Ø Tama bng wag knlng uminom ng gamot pg tntmad k?

Ø Tama bng mgtxt k nlg pg ayw mong mkinig s instructor m?

Ø Tama bng barahin mo nlng ang prof mo dhil naiirita k n s knya kc feeling mo mali tinuturo nia?

Ø Tama bng umiyak k nlng pg naiinis kn lng kc gs2 mo kumanta pero la kng boses? Hehe..

Ø Tama bng uminom ng vodka pg nlulungkot k?

Ø Tama bng mgbilng ng gamugamo pg la kng magawa?

Ø Tama bng mbd3p ka kc antay k ng antay s sotuhpark tpos malamn lamn mo..Friday plan ngyon.. alang southpark!..?

Ø Tama bng ishoot ang ulo mo s ring?

Ø Tama bng isave at ipprint ang pics ng mga tao pra meron kng copy s wallet m?

Ø Tama bng mainis k dhil nwala ng blockm8 mo ang notebook mo s tatlong subjects n hiniram nia?

Ø Tama bng ubusin mo ang allowance mo dhil s load?

Ø Tama bng sbhin mo s friend mo n meron ciang d kaaya ayng amoy? Yikes!

Ø Tama bng magsisi k dhil d k nkinig s lessons mo nung hyskul tpos malamn lamn mo ngyong college n npkdali lng pla nung lesson n un, nhhrapan k lng dti kc d k nkikinig?

Ø Tama bng kausapin ang taong mtgl mong d kinausap? Oo tma un..

Ø Tama bng mghintay k s wala.. dhil filing mo bumbwi cia s sampung taon n pnghintay nia?

Ø Tama bng mgptugtog ng malakas kpg mdling arw?

Ø Tama bng unahin mgpost s blog kysa gawin ang homework mo?

Ø Tama bng mairita k s taong la nmn gngwng masaya syo, s friend mo lng..?

Ø Tama bng wg kumain kht ngugutom k dhil iniisp mo ang pagddiet mo?

Ø Tama bng ibgy mo answers mo s clsm8 mo n ntwg pra sumgot s board?

Ø Tama bng mag wori kc my nsagap kng chismis n kawori wori naman?

Ø Tama bng mamiss mo ang taong d nmn kamiss miss?

Ø Tama bng ikaw nmn ang magantay?

Ø Tama bng humingi ng signs hbng ngccmba ka?

Ø Tama bng hintayin mo cia?

Ø Tama bng ung isa nlng?

Ø Tama b ung isa pa?

Ø Tama ba, O ung isa nlng kaya?

Ø Tama bng ipost ko toh?

Ø Tama bng mgdrama akoh?

Ø Tama b?

Ano sa tingin mo?

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southerns..

2005-07-01T18:29:00.000-07:00

nakakaiyak..

2005-06-29T23:16:00.000-07:00

Wuhuhuh.. ansama ng pkiramdam koh.. bad… kaya ikaw wag kng mgpapaulan kung ayaw mong mranasan ang pkiramdam n toh.. mgccampaign p nmn kmi tom..tpos la kong boses.. cnsbyan ko kc ng knta tong pinpnood ko. Phantom of the opera.. astig! Kinarir ko ang pnonood.. anung oras na..ang hapi.. ung phantom, filing ko tlg c drew un.. naalala ko tuloi ang f3 days ko..prng la kong problema.. hahaha.. wooh..

Ansama ng pkiramdam ko..

Ansama ng pakiramdam…

Ansama ng…

Ansama..

Ansama..

Ansama..

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siGns part2

2005-06-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

Kggling kolng s training s airbase.inaantok nako.. kkpgod.. sakto, 5pm.. my mass.. dadaan muna kong church bgo umuwi s bhay..

Ngarag..

Ang init..

Mejo hilo p q dhil dun s blood donor kong friend..

Haba ng nilakad ko..

Late ako s mass..

Lakong ktbi.. la kc mciadong tao.. d ako sanay ng nsa loob ng cmbahan tpos mliwanag p s labas..

Inaantok ako..

Pero dpt mkinig ka.. focus.. focus.. ayun,.. hbng ngddsal ako.. humngi ako ng signs.. ng ano? Bsta khit ano.. (khit sbi ni jam, bad dw un) pgktpos ng mass.. ambilis tlg ni lord..

D p ko nkklbas ng g8 ng cmbahan.. my nkslubong ako.. batman.. (un nb un?) pero prng gumulo.. kc.. nung ngllkad ako pauwi.. my ngtxt sken.. (pngalawa?) tpos my dumaan n jeep! My nksulat dun s taas ng jeep (panagatlo)..

Hai.. prng lalong nagulo..heheh.. mukng tama c jam.. bad dw un.. pero astig! Galing tlg ni God..

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maDugong aRaw

2005-06-26T19:50:00.000-07:00

Sunday, 5am plng gcng nako.. my training kc s villamor airbase. Kainis.. la n tlg kong phinga.. pero kei lng..bk e2 ang mging dhilan ng pgkapayat ko.. heheh.. dko lm ppunta dun! Grbe..ngyon ko lng gnaw ang mag commute tpos d ko p lam kng san ako pupunta. Buti nlng approachable ung mga tao.. astig! Ambabait nila.. nkrting din ako s wakas.. nkita ko n mga friends koh.. lapit cla sken.. “ui! Magdodonate kb ng dugo?” huh? Anu un? My activity pla dun s airbase.. mga tao ngdodonate ng dugo.. waaaahhh. Yoko! D ko kakayanin!... pero pg inicp mo nmn ung mga taong m22lungan mo.. lalakas dn ang loob mo.. ung friend ko, c jayvee.. nagdonate cia.. grbe..kitang kita ko ung dugo nia n dumadaloi dun s tube! At grbe! Bgla akong nahilo.. hinang hina ako.. muntik n akong hmtayin.. d kinaya ng powers ko.. buti nlng my mga ngpapaypay.. prng ako ung kinuhaan ng dugo.. kc ung friend ko relax lng.. nkkpgtawanan p nga hbng nbbwasan xa ng 400cc.. woooohh! Brave!

Nxtym…

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>>buKo pie<<

2005-06-24T23:46:00.000-07:00

Umaga plng nxxcyt nako.. grbe.. s wakas mkkita ko n dn ang mga tao..cla lng pasok tpos ako meron! Daya! pgka bell plng.. drecho nko s g8..alis nkong skul.. 3:30 kc ang call tym.. eh hnggng 3 ang class ko and haller! S paranaque p q mngagaling.. s mrt plng,tntxt nko ng mga tao.. ansaya.. at ayun n nga.. kya lalo akong nxxcyt.. ngmmdli tlg ko.. pero as usual, late akoh! 5 n ko dumting.. heheh.. nmiss ko ang mcdo.. ansaya.. prng sarap ng filing n umupo ulit dun hbng nkkpgchikahan s mga friends mo.. dmi.. dming 05.. saya! Nmiss ko cla pramis.. nmiss kita.. …………………oh quesci..

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9 na.. naguwian n ung iba.. dun p dn ako.. la kcng p22nguhan ang buhay ko nun .. d ko lm kng uuwi nako or pupunt png diliman.. okai.. ngpaalam nko s knila.. ang nsa icip ko eh ddrecho nako umwi kht anlkas ng ulan! Okai..hbng ngllkad ako.. kng ano ang nsa icp ko? “msarap kya ung buko pie n psalubong ni sats?” heheh.. gutom n kc ako.. ayun.. laksa ng ulan grbE! la kong payong.. so naicpan kong pumnta nlng ng diliman.. andun ang ate koh.. my ksabay ako pauwi..yey!

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11 na ko dumting s bhay.. kkpgod.. pero msaya.. bitin.. pero at least nkita ko cla.. my kulng.. pero ayus lng.. nbasa ako ng ulan.. pero my buko pie nman ako.. : )

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fLem..

2005-06-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

S-fiLes

2005-06-19T17:26:00.000-07:00

Sunday, kylngan kong mag attend nag nstp.. 6:30 am ang assembly and himala! D ako late! Yess!! Heheh.. pgdting dun.. my mass.. sobrng nktuwa ung priest.. ang astig.. nia.. galling cia s church of the holy rosary s multinational.. ang astig nia tlg.. tinuro nia ung s-files:
· Set ur goals
· Settle ur priotities
· Show ur values
· Spiritually filled life

Ang astig nun.. xa yta lagi nagccelebrate ng mass s patts so nice tlg.. pero I think, next Sunday la ng mass.. kc sa viLLamor airbase n kmi lagi magttraining.. s quirino grandstand.. ayun..

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paGmaMasid masid.. pagiiciP iciP..

2005-06-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

Vacant ko pag 1-2.. ayun.. lng gngwa.. kundi nsa cafeteria… or ineexplore ang akng new home.. hay.. nkkmiss tlg quesci.. sobra.. pero nageenjoi naman ako s aking collge lyf.. ung mga nagseserve s cafeteria, okai dn.. mababit.. kya lng ciepmre..iba p dn cna madam shake, madam watermelon, madam rose, kuya gani.. at kung cnucno pa.. kkmiss cla.. okai nmn s new school ko.. la kng mssbi s facilities. Ayos tlg? Ay.. share ko lng.. one tym, hbng akoy ngllkad lakad ksama c cathy, ung frst friend ko.. ayun.. eh d kung san san kmi dumadaan..my mga part kc dun s school n prohibited.. eh malay ko ba..tpos bglng my npuntahan kming laboratory.. at kung anung nkita ko? Aircrafts! Wahhaaww!! Nice.. hehe.. nkk2wa tlg.. ayun lng.. heheh,.. my mga friends n pla ko.. actually group n kmi.. 10 kmi..puro girls.. la kcng bading samen eh.... ah.. meron isa! Bait xa.. pero d kmi close.. layo kc ng seat nia.. anyway ung friends ko.. uhm.. cna cathy, jervilyn, Laiza, jen, grace, genu.. tpos ung tatlo irregular.. cna rei, diane, and cathy2.. un.. saya clng ksama.. pero ciempre iba p dn ang samahang xientian.. ayun.. nice.. : )

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wAsh daY

2005-06-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

Wash day..Saturday kc..sobrng todo porma mga students.. ciempre.. sa 7 days nming pgpsok s kul eh, once a week lng tong mngyyri.. 1week n ang nklipas.. dmi mo ng friends..halos nkktta mo n dn ang mga ugali ng klsm8s mo.. my jologs, papnacn, feeling, thimik, cheap, maarte, malandi, mapapel,, mayabng lng mgwa s buhay, pakyut, bully, siga.. pero d nman puro negative..pero grbe, culture shock.. kc db halos d nmn un ang nature ng xientians.. nwei.. d nman lht ganon.. meron naming mabait, friendly, joker, sobrng masayahin, nkktuwa.. bsta ung mga un.. and im thankful.. vey thankful dhil gnun ung mga friends ko ngyon.. ayan.. anu bng mga ngyri? Hm…

p.e.- Tuesday 9-11am-- ewan ko.. d ako nkaattend d2 eh nung frst day.. pero astig ung prof.. kala ko terror.. mtndang babae kc.. ang pasaway nitong indtructor nmin d2.. nung tnnong ko “madam, la p pong avilble n joggng pants ng skul.. anu pong pwedng gmitin nxt meeting? Anu pong color?” ang sagot b naman.. “any color bsta see through” nyank! Tama b naman un? Hehe.. and to think.. mtnda un ah! Haha.. kktuwa xa..tas andaldal nia.. hehe

tour-T.Th.S 11-12nn-- mejo msungit ung prof ko d2 pero feel ko xa! Mjo bading.. pero ung kagalng galng n typ ah! Nice cia magturo.. ung tipong mkikinig k tlg.. and ung first preparation ko s subject nia eh pnglaanan ko tlg ng oras.. n22wa dn ako dun s subj.. diniscuss n agd samen ung activities for the whole sem.. well be having tours kc.. both domestic and international.. by july.. s subic aNd baguio.. and august sa hongkong naman.. hopefully.. ayun.. nice tlg..

coMmarts-T.Th.S 12-1pm—nakoo.. terror ang instructor ko d2, babae.. strict.. lalo n s instructions.. tsk.. pero masaya ko pg subj nia,, hehe.. first quiz! Highest ako! Woohoo.. 4 mstkes.. 7 out of 40 lng ang pumasa.. hehe.. aba, xientian yta toh.. : )

mangemnt-T.Th.S 2-3pm—ung prof ko d2 ay ung chairperson nmin.. graduate dn xa ng patts.. cool pero strict dn.. babae.. cnbi nia ang rules.. No loop earrings – halos lht nga kmi nkapearls.. xempre my mga pasaway No make up – ciempre my pasaway tlg.. bsta gs2 nia my uniformity.. halos lht kmi.. mga girls ay white ang bags.. kng nkaipit man or headband.. halos nka white dn lahat.. bsta ung mga ganon.. ah.. bawal magstay s hallways kc my hidden cams.. hahah! Pnu ko nlaman n my hidden cams eh hidden nga?! Heheh,, bsta un!

airline-M.W.F 11-12nn---haha! Kakaiba tlg tong subjects ko.. hehe.. nkktuwa.. astig dn instructor ko d2.. lalake.. mjo mtnda na and mabait.. joker and lging nkaismyl.. malamng! Alangan nmang joker tas nksimangot..

math-M.W.F 12-1pm—eto..ang prof ko d2 ay pinaghalong mr. Alfred ramos at mr. jose ramon Lorenzo! Imagine that!! Strict n joker! Close dn s students… bsta! Naku.. bsta kyo n bhala mag visualize..

psych-M.W.F 2-3pm—ung prof ko s psych babae,, okai dn.. mcpag dn magturo.. kyalng mhina boses.. pero kei lng.. mabait naman dn.. my kamuka ciang artista.. dko lng lm kung nung name nun.. bsta un..

ayan…

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FiRst daY fuNk!!

2005-06-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

hMm.. first day funk ko nah! Ng college! Woohoo.. and snce la psok ng Monday.. Tuesday ang frst day.. malamang! Hehe.. ayun.. eh pg Tuesday kc eh.. 9am.. d ung usual n 11am.. ayun.. p.e ang frst class.. maaga akong ngcng..himala! xcyted kc..nkauniform n dn ako.. strict kc.. requird s fresjies n nkaun4m n s frst day.. ayun.. pgdting kong skul.. 10mins b4 9.. so, d my tym pra mglakad ng maayos.. okai.. ang nkalagay s reg form ko eh p.e room 304 so drecho akong information.. ang sbi sken nung mabait n babae dun eh.. ang rm 304 daw eh nsa west wing.. daan dw ako s left.. akyat s stairs, s 2nd floor.. daan s bridge.. tpos akyat s thrd floor.. anlayo naman.. d dw p pde magelevator kc off limits p un s tudents.. ayun.. so cnunod ko ang cnbi nia.. and pagaakyat ko.. s 3rd floor.. ngtnong ako s guard.. my nka assign kc n security guard s bwt level ng hall… ayun..tas tinuro nia sken ung rm 304.. okai.. pgsilip ko s loob ng room.. bt gnun? Prng mgkakakilala n clng lahat? Pero okai lng yn.. hingang malalim.. be confident.. nanaig ang dugong xientian.. knkbhan ako, wat f d ito ung room ko? Pero nklgay s form q eh 304 daw so okai, go! And pgpsok ko.. my taong nk isolate s likod.. d nkauniform and xa ung nagoffer sken ng seat.. ayun.. tumabi ako s knya.. tnnong ko.. “freshman ka? 5t ka? P.e s.ubject mo ngyon” since lht ng sgot nia s tnong ko eh “oo” uhm.. okai! D nga ko ngkmali.. yes.. tama ang napasukan ko.. antgal ng prof.. ingay ng clsm8s ko.. ngtataka ko kng bkit frst day eh ang inagy nila.. and ayan! After 25 mins.. dumting dn ang instructor.. slim n babae.. smiling face at mukng mabait.. wahaw! Nice.. ngpkilala n xa.. “im ms. Maria criselda ibrahim.. not ibraham, not Abraham but ibrahim” okai.. ntndaan ko nah.. “im ur instructor in tour”huh? Bkit tour? Eh.. p.e. kmi ngyon? Ngkmali b xa ng psok ng room? “I see familiar faces.. okai 2nd yr students, introduce yourselves.w8.. sure b kyong lht kyo ay 3T? la bng nliligaw?” what?! Spohies tong mga ksama koh? At 3t ang section?! Oh no! mali ako.. ay, mali kami nung katabi ko! So.. yun.. nkkhiya.. lumabas kmi ng room.. punta kmi s guard.. tas sbi ng guard.. punta dw kmi s information.. sbi nmn s information.. punta dw kmi s window 8.. okai.. pgpsapsahan kmi.. dun ko nlman kng anung mali.. hehe.. ang p.e is room 316.. ngbgo ng room.. hmp! Maaga kc kming nagenroll ni cathy ß-- ung seatm8 ko..kaya un.. pgktpos nmin s window 8 eh 10mins nlng tpos n ang p.e nmin.. buti nlng my ksama ko.. d n kmi nkattend ng frst class.. tsk cut agd! Hahha! Anung gnaw nmen? Anu p nga ba.. ciempre, drechong cafeteria..d malilimutang first day funk.. : )

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baTMan

2005-06-12T22:04:00.000-07:00

Uhm.. at dhil Sunday.. kylngn mgcmba.. actually.. pinagiicpan ko tlg kung mgccmba ko, ansama ko noh? kc prng la ko s srili. Ambilis ng pngyyri.. db ngsisink in.. ayun.. pero inde.. mgccmba ako.. pero ngyon, d man lng ako halos nagayos.. d talaga! Dti kc.. bgo ko lumbas ng hawz eh andmi ko png seremonyas.. ngyon.. wala lng.. ngbihis lng ako.. at ung damit ko p eh ung tipong d pinagicpan.. ayun..pgdting kong church.. mjo late ako p ko.. mga 10mins.. tas umupo ako s usual kong inuupuan.. s ryt syd ng cmbahan.. s tapat ng choir.. ayun.. ewan ko.. prng ung SundAY n un eh kakaiba s ibng mga Sundays..nagmistulan png flag ceremony dhil kumanta p ng national anthem.. hehe and tama! Iba nga toh! oooppS! Sa left! It’s a bird it’s a plane! No i’tz batman! Waaahh!! Yow! Yow! Wahhh ulit! Heheh.. bsta un.. d ko n mkwento.. s dnmi dami b nmang mga Sundays eh! Bsta un! Peace b wit yuuuuuu!! Paguwi ko ng hawz. Tanan!! Batman na naman! plabas s gma7! I Loveyou gma tlg! Astigg!! Favorite! Prng nabawi ang kamalasan s buhay ko nung umgang un.. ayun..

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sarrap kainin..

2005-06-12T21:24:00.000-07:00

batman..: )

sHit haPpens..

2005-06-12T18:14:00.000-07:00

9:30.. after one hour ngcng nako.. okai.. d nako mkatulog eh! And pgtingin ko eh, gcng n dn c ate josa.. dun kc xa ntulog s room.. tpos un.. bumaba n kmi.. and pagababa nmin.. wahaw! Ang ayos n ng bahay! Ayos.. umwi n ung maid nmin.. nkpglinis n xa ng hawz.. at isa png proof n nkauwi n xa eh .. dahil ung radio ay nka tune in s 90.7 (ung hatest radio st8ion ko..kylngn pbng imemoryz yan) favorit nia kc un.. and nakaluto n dn xa ng food.. pero.. pero.. pero.. bkit ganon? Nsaan n ung maid nmin? Sbi nung guard.. eh nkita dw niang lumbas.. so, okai.. baka ngcmba.. Sunday kc ngyon.. ayan.. naglunch kmi.. wala p dn xa.. ansaya nga ng lunch nmin eh.. tawa kmi ng tawa.. kakaiba ung lunch.. hehe.. and cnsbi ko n nga ba.. pg sbrng saya mo.. my kapalit dn un! Ayun.. mga around 4pm eh.. ayun n nga ang cnsbi kong fuckshit..wala p dn ang maid namin.. and pagaakyat ng kuya ko s room nia, dun nlng nia npgalaman n nwwla n pla ang knyng mga alahas! Shit n ktulong.. magnanakaw!! Tpos.. nwwla dn ung money n kkpadala lng ng prents nmin.. bsta mga 50-60 taw ung nkuha nia.. nkkbad3p! pero s kuya ko tlg ko naaawa.. kc halos s knya mdming nwala.. tpos la png one week nun eh, nwala dn ung bgo nyang digicam.. shit tlg noh?! Ayun.. prng bglng ngbgo ang ambiance ng bahay.. alang ngsslita.. lht nagiicip.. uhm.. bt nia un gnaw?! Palando b un or what?! Nakakinis! La nmn xang mrereklamo smen.. naiinis ako kc s lht ng nging ktulong nmin eh s knya lng ako nging pnkamabait.. usually kc pag nagoorient ng maid.. lging cnsbi ng mom ko “kylngn mksundo mo ung anak kong c vanezsa, bka mhirapan kng mksundo un” .. okai I admit, impakta ko.. pero ds tym inde.. super ang bait ko s knya.. swear! Ni hndi ko nga xa tntwg n maid eh! Anu png hhlingin nia.. mabait kmi s knya.,. la xa halos gngwa s bhay.. pinapakain xa ng maayos.. okai ang sweldo.. air conditioned room p ang tinutulugan nia! San k mkkita ng maid n gnon?! 1 week plng xa samen, and nung mga 3days plng xa eh bnilhan na xa ng brand new cellphone.. oh db?! Lng reason pra umalis.. unless Gawain n tlg nia un.. iniwan nga nia mga damit nia eh.. db?! Astig! Eto p ang masama.. my duplic8 xa ng susi ng house nmin.. and alam nia ang skul ng kapatid ko.. c michiko.. actually, kinukulit n nia ko s skul ko beforehand.. gs2 nia malaman kung san ung skul ko.. thank God, paranaque p ko.. ayun.. kya nung mismong day n un.. eh punta n agd ng barngay hall and city hall.. haii… shit.. tao tlg..

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bREak of daWn

2005-06-12T09:57:00.000-07:00

Ayan.. gabi n kming nkauwi ng ate koh.. pgdting nmin s bhay.. dun ung bestfrnd ng ate ko, c ate josa.. c kuya rhon, michiko, kuya aleksi, and kuya jp.. la p dn ung maid nmin.. pero okai lng… ngttxt nmn xa.. sbi nia uwi dw xa.. d next day.. morning.. ayun.. tas kain kming dinner.. and after nun.. tanan! Inom n naman.. part 2! And this tym.. mahaba habng inuman.. and hard.. pero d man lng sumakit ang ulo ko.. d ktulad lst tym.. mjo msakit s ulo khit light lng un.. ayun.. astig..and dhil independence day eh,ung mga songs s myx eh puro opm.. asitg nga eh.. dun ko lng nkita ung mga kalumalumaang song ng rivermaya, parokya at kng cnu cno pa.. hnggng 6am kmi.. hehe.. mliwanag n sa labas.. kc mga bndng 4 eh dumting ung dalwa png frends ng kuya ko.. ayun.. nung umaga na.. d man lng ako nkramdam ng antok.. hehe.. nglkad lakad ako s lbas ng hawz n nka pjamas at my hawak n pillow! Hehe… anlamig s labas.. sarrraapp.. ngyon kolng nexperience un.. d dhil maaga ako ngcng kundi d tlg ako nk2log.. : ) ayun.. tas hnggng tulog n mga tao d2 samen.. nanood muna kong cartoons.. tapos mga bndng 8:30.. ayun. 2log nako… ZZzZZzzz…

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daWn.

2005-06-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

dawn

a DAy wiTh jaNno..

2005-06-11T21:50:00.000-07:00

D next day, ngcng ako ng maaga khit my hang over pa.. and after lunch, ngdecide kmi ng aking dear ate n pumunta ng sm ayala.. bbli ng kng anu ano including skul shoes.. ayan.. itong day n dn toh eh ngpaalam ung maid nmin n aalis daw xa.. punta xa s wake ng knyang aunt n nmatay.. ksabay p nga nmin xang lumbas ng hawz eh.. pero mgkaibng way.. ayun.. okai.. nsa mall n kmi ng ate ko.. and tanan! Nice.. mall tour pla ngyon ni janno.. “I think im fallin.. fallin.. in love with yu..” heheh.. gnda ng knta niang yan.. full hawz! Ayun.. un n nga.. and saying.. kc favorit un kuya rhon.. wahaha! D kc sumama! Hehe.. ayun.. so, pra mpasaya nlng c kuya rhon eh.. ppicturan nlng nmin c janno.. s grouNd floor xa and nsa second floor nmn kmi ng ate ko..pero okai nmn ang pictures nia.. mjo halata nmn n xa un! Hehe..at un.. hbng kumknta xa eh, bgla b nmn umakyat ng 2nd floor! At nagmistulang photographer ako! Naku! Katabi n ng ate ko c janno..at kinarir ang pagpppicture pra lng mainggit c kuya rhon! Ahha.. d q n imagine ang srili kong andun.. ayun..tpos after nun.. d n kmi mxado ngtgal s mall.. umwi n kmi.. and small world! Pgdting nmin s mrt eh.. nkita ko c ate dana.. (ung byutiful sis ni insan in law) ayun.. ah, daan p pla kmi Tokyo.. lang panahon magluto ng dinner eh.. ayun..

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haNg oVer

2005-06-11T03:45:00.001-07:00

Wahaw.. tagal ko ng d nkpgblog! Haii.. busy kc s skul.. wohoo,, nwei.. ikkwento ko nlng ang mga ngyri s mga past days ko..

June 10, bertdei ng ate koh! Heheh.. “hapi bertdei to yu.. hpi bertdei to yu.. hapi bertdei hapi bertdei, hapee burtdeii toooo youuu..” yan! Bertdeii dn pla ni love.. alethea carampel.. yan.. hapi bertdei dn!! Since birthday ng ate ko.. kmi ay nagcelebr8! House parti! Nyenk! Uminom lng kmi.. I thik last tym n uminom ako ay nung new year.. msaya dn! yan ang isa s advantages ng nsa ibng bansa ang parents.. actually, okai lng nman dn s mom ko kng and2 man cla.. kming 4 lng mgkkpatid d2 s hawz eh.. hehe.. uminom kmi with kuya rhon (bf ng ate ko) and kuya aleksi (besfrnd ng kuya ko).. ang konti lng nmin pero okai nmn! Msaya! And take note.. kming lahat.. including the youngest michiko.. kakaiba nga eh.. kc political issues ang aming pnguusapan at instead n kumanta s videoke eh nanonood kmi ng news! Boring?? D ah! Astigg nga eh! Nice pla pg ganon.. mageenjoy k dn! Hehe.. My new maid pla kmi, c Lovel.. lalng… mmya malalaman nio ang fuckshit n gnawa nia s buhay naming apat! Tsk! Okai that`s it! Magndang pnimula..Actually, itong ggwin ko ay continuation ng bawat posts.. getz?! Basta..

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ONE::: the campaign to make poverty a history

2005-06-03T23:24:00.000-07:00

“WE BELIEVE that in the best American tradition of helping others help themselves, now is the time to join with other countries in a historic pact for compassion and justice to help the poorest people of the world overcome AIDS and extreme poverty. WE RECOGNIZE that a pact including such measures as fair trade, debt relief, fighting corruption and directing additional resources for basic needs – education, health, clean water, food, and care for orphans – would transform the futures and hopes of an entire generation in the poorest countries, at a cost equal to just one percent more of the US budget. WE COMMIT ourselves - one person, one voice, one vote at a time - to make a better, safer world for all.”

sign the ONE declaration
www.one.org

cno?!

2005-06-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

la kong mgwa. hehe.. nakaupo lng ako d2 s sofa.. hbng nagnenet.. at pinpnood ko ang aking dear ate and kuya, nagsasayaw ng swing.. kulit ng mahal kong aso, c copper.. nilalawayan ung carpet.. yuck.. wahihi.. ilng days nlng, psukan nah!!! kinda xcyted.. waheheh.. mayaman n naman ako!! waahooohooo!!.. miss ko n mga tao.. my naalala lng ako.. kilala nio b kng cnu ung dalwng host ng MIss PHILIPPINES-earth? wahaha.. aLamin nio.. : ) miss yu oL!! mwah!!!!

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

first and Last...

2005-06-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath

Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky

Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up with the trappings of love

I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder

I'll be love suicide

I'll be better when I'm older

I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed

You're my survival, you're my living proof

My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together

Dress it up in the trappings of love

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead

Tuned in, turned on, remembered the thing you said

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junior promenade 2:20:04

La qng magwa..

2005-06-02T11:08:00.000-07:00

1) Your first crush:~~>> nung 7 yta ako.. kilala nio n un..

2) Your last crush:~~>> xa p din! c batman=yow!

3) The last person you hung out with:~~>> jean and aiza

4) The last person you talked to:~~>> michikoWhat Was....

5) The first car you drove:~~>> waLa

6) The last place you went to outside yourhome~~>> sa pdmes

7) What are you most looking forward to?:~~>> my debut

8) What are you least looking forward to?:~~>> pagalis ng pinas

9) How old would you like to be whenyou get married?:~~>> 23-27???

10) Where do you want to go to school?:~~>> sa schooL ko ngayon

11) What do you want your profession tobe? ~~>> hm..

12) How many kids do you want to have?:~~>> 2-4

13) Names of those children:~~>> hmmm..
prince michael cram
paris michael katherine
phillip michael john
patrice michael atasha

**kya lht my michael kc fan ako ni mj.. kung bkit 'P' lht ng ngccmula ung nme nila.. dhil ano.. bsta! heheh.. yn ang naicp ko.. bhla n mggng asawa ko kung gs2 nya bguhin! wahehehe..

14) Where do you want to get married?~~>> sa moon

15) Would you ever kill someone?~~>> no

16) What is the worst movie you have seen lately? ~~>> house of 1000corpse, lng kwenta

17) Do you wear socks to your knees?~~>> hindi

18) Do you like roller coasters?~~>> pwede na

19) Do you like to paint?~~>> not really

20) Do you wear a watch?~~>> oo..pag feel kolng

21) Do you like applesauce?~~>> nyank

22) Do you like cats?~~>> mas gsto ko dogs

23) Do you like pizza?~~>> yep

24) Do you like burgers?~~>> d ako kumkain burgers dti.. nsanay lng ako kc mcdo tbi ng skul..

25) Righty or Lefty?~~>> lefty

26) Do you have a good sense of humor?~~>> sana

27) Are you afraid of dying?~~>> not reaLLy

>yeah!<

2005-06-01T17:57:00.000-07:00

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORD THROWN AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER TO LIVE IN THE WORLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE TO CHANGE IT. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT. IT'S AN OPINION. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A DECLARATION. IT'S A DARE. IMPOSSIBLE IS POTENTIAL. IMPOSSIBLE IS TEMPORARY. IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

12 things onLi girl friends understand : )

2005-06-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

1.> emergency calls at 3:00 am
2.> no matter how many times watch the same tearjerker, we’ll always weep in some scenes
3.> why shopping is forever therapeutic
4.> that we’ll never be too old for slumber parties
5.> the difference between 110 and 111 pounds
6.> why we have to go to the bathroom in packs
7.> why we van leave anything and everything at home, except our kikay kits
8.> why we cant never own too many pair of jeans
9.> why we feel naked without our earrings
10.> how we can spend the whole day together and still have tons to talk on the phone
11.> knowing exactly what kind of pick-me-up you need--- whether it’s a hug, a bar of your fave chocolate, or tadaaahh.. shopping!!!
12.> And that no matter how many malls you scour for the perfect present, the best gift you van ever give anyone is still the gift of friendship

“frndship is an unwritten promise.. not given by pledge nor any written documents. Instead, it’s promise based on “value and trust”

seriaL kiLLer

2005-05-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Friday.. isng pngkaraniwng araw s blanco square.. pero akala ko lng pla un.. mali pala.. aheheh.. maaga akong ngncng.. mga 9:30.. tas breakfast.. hbng ngababasa ng book.. tas ligo ako kc balak kong mag hot oil ng hair.. so ayun.. lahat naman ay mukng normal.. lng pagbabago.. pareho p dn s ibng ngdaan n arw.. hnggng sa…………….. uhm, nakaupo ako s sofa..d ako tumtayo dun kc naka hot cap ako.. ngbbsa lng ako.. hbng dinadama ang masarap n simoy ng hangin n nggagaling s manila bay.. wahaha.. eh d un, sobrng natetense nko s bnbsa ko… mttpos ko n kc ung da vinci.. lng umiistorbo sken.. d ako nag eentertain ng fone calls.. d ako ngttxt.. d dn ako kumkain.. bahala na.. bsta mgbbsa ako.. tpos b naman.. nging kakaiba ung arw n un s mga previous n araw dahil s isng babae n nrinig ko n bglng sumisigaw n d mkpgsalita hbng tumatakbo palabas ng hawz nila ppunta s guardhouse…. Kapitbahay kop la un.. waheheh.. dko kilala.. dko kilala mga tao d2 s neighborhood, ung iba lng.. hehe.. Iyak cia ng iyak ung babae grbe and d cia mkpgsalita.. tas eh d sumama ung guard ppunta dun s hawz nila.. hnggng s ayun.. nalaman n kung anong problem… dun s master`s bedroom.. eh.. nkita dun ung asawa nia s ibbaw ng bed.. patay na! and duguan! Kng cno ang my gawa nun? Don’t know.. malamng! Hnggng s lumlabas n ung mga tao.. grbe.. nputol tuloi ang pgbabasa ko.. nawindang ako eh.. tpos un.. eh 3hrs. n ung cream s buhok ko.. so nag rinse muna ko.. after shower.. pgtingin ko s labas.. my media na.. GMA and abs-cbn.. haii.. weird.. kktense.. kakaloka.. kng cno man gumwa nun.. sana mkonsenxa xa.. ung kapitbahay ko n dko nkilala.. bsta.. may he rest in peace..

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!!

>yow aNd me<

2005-05-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

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What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's yow and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to lose
And it's yow and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of yow

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's yow and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to prove
And it's yow and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of yow

There's something about yow now
I can't quite figure out
Everything he does is beautiful
Everything he does is right

Cause it's youwand me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to lose
And it's yow and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of yow
..and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to prove
And it's yow and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of yow

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

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january 1, 2005

siGns

2005-05-25T14:42:00.000-07:00

“i`m not sure of what I see, cupid don’t fuck with me.. are you tellin` me this is a sign? he looks into my eyes, well I see no other gals.. are u tellin` me this is a sign?”

dream an impossible dream.. ang weird ng panaginip ko.. ilng beses ko n tong nppniginipan.. weird hahah! Ansaya…sa panginip ko, natutulog daw ako.. tpos gngncng ako ng ate ko.. kc my tumwag sken s fone.. eh d un.. gumising ako...kinausap ko ung tumwag sken.. tpos after ko mkipagusap..bumba ako.. tas anweird kc.. dming tao.. dun friends ng kuya ko. D ko n mtndaan kung cno cno in particular bsta ang alam ko eh dalwa un.. tpos.. pag pasok ko ng kitchen.. nkita ko daw ung nglalaba samen.. my ksama ciang bata.. tapos sbrng uhaw n uhaw daw ako, gsto ko ng water..pero pgbukas ko ng ref.. ice cold ornge juice ung andun.. so un ang ininom ko.. tas lumbas dw ako ng bahay.. pag labas ko, nsa isng field daw ako n super mrming mrming flowers.. kng bat ako nandun? D ko alam.. bsta ang alam ko eh my hnhnap akong schoolbag.. ewan ko kng anong meron s skulbag n un pero feeling ko tlg super importnte kya hnhanap ko dw tlg.. lakad dw ako ng lakad hnggng nhulog ako s isng hukay.. ang weird.. pero d dredrecho ung pgkalaglag ko.. prng lng gravity.. ung prng s alice in wonderland? Tas hbng nalalaglag ako dun s hukay n un.. ngbabago bago ung kolor ng damit ko pti ng hair ko.. an weird nga eh..tpos nung nkdting nako s baba.. nka school uniform nako.. hndi ung pang quesci.. prng st. scho.. yun..tas nkita ko ung skul bag.. nung lalapitan ko nah.. bglng my kumuha! Bsta.. tumatkbo xa.. so hnhabol ko daw xa.. as in.. takbo dw ako ng takbo.. hnggng s d ko n xa mkita kc sobrng bilis niang tumakbo.. tas umiiyak dw ako sobra.. tas bglng my lumapit sken n bata.. ung bata kamuka ni paris Hilton.. weird nga eh.. tpos ask nia kng bt ako umiiyak.. pero instead n sbhin ko n d ko n nhbol ung kumuha ng bag.. eh cnbi ko.. nagugutom ako.. ang weird nga eh..nglabas cia ng fone, my pinkausap xa sken. tas my tinuro sken n way ung kausap ko s fone.. lakdin ko dw ung 656 steps..tas my mkkta dw ako.. tas pgdting ko dun,prng my party.. d ko n mtndaan ung mga taong andun.. bsta lm ko andun c joba and marrey.. tas hnnap ko dw c wanajo.. my tinuro cla sken n babae n nakayuko.. akla ko c wanajo n un.. nung lumapit ako.. bglng nalgas ung hair..tpos nging lalake ung wanajo.;.anggulo.. tas bglng nging black ung paligid.. tas my mtnda n lumalapit sken.. sb nia lam dw nia kng nsan ung bag..ssbhin dw nia sken kng nsan kpg bngy ko s knya ung hairpin ko.. kylngn ko dw mkita ung bag n un, kc dw andun ung hnhnap ko.. angweird nga eh.. tpos nwala n ung mtnda.. pgkawala nia.. bglng my nalglag s likod ko.. ung bag! Tas pgbukas ko..ang nkita ko, isng greeting card n my nksulat n “hapi new year..” ang weird nga eh.. prng iisng tao pumsok s utak ko.. basta.. tpos nputol ung pnginip ko kc gncng ako ng ate ko kc tumwag c jean, ung klsmyt ko nung elem.. tas pagbaba ko. Andun ung dalwng klsmyts ng kuya nung highskul.. c kuja jay-ar and kuya joel, tas pgpsok ko ng kitachen.. nkita ko c tita wella, ung naglalaba smen.. ksma nia ung pmngkin ning bata n c Vincent. Tpos eto pah! Pgbukas ko ng ref pra kumuha ng water, eh ang nkita ko ay isng pitcher ng ice cold orange juice! Weird!!

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!!

aT hoMe s pLEasant.

2005-05-25T14:09:00.000-07:00

May 22, Sunday.. naglalakad ako pauwi gling church,bglng ngtxt c lola. Mag sleepover dw ako s knila! Grbe, magplano.. biglaan! Heheh.. ayun, nagpaalam ako.. at dahil mabait akong bata, pnygan ako agd! Angp inagpaalam kc ko ni wanajo.. ang psaway nga eh.. kc the next day, nkaschedule mag sleepover d2 s hawz naming ung klsmyts ko nung elem. Pero dhil ako ang aalis, canceled ang knilng sleepover.. wahehehe… tpos un..nagpack nako ng things ko.. ang lam ko eh ksama c insan in law, meng, norie, aleth, and jam.. pero..isa isang nag backout.. c marrey-may patay, c meng- d pwede, c norie- d dn pwde, and c aleth- nagaalaga dw ng pamangkin. So kming dalwa nlng ni insan in law.. the next day, punta muna kong southeastern college, ung dti kong skul..mageenrol kc c michiko.. sumama ako s knila ng aking dear ate kc hnhnap dw ako grade school teachers ko.. wahehe.. nmimiss n dw nila ko.. wahaha!! Heheh..tas after nun.. uwi ako s hawz tpos drecho nkong mcdo carpark.. ayun.. pgdting ko ng mcdo. Ndun n c lola.. dun dn pla cla norie, and cla jmie. Tpos myamya dumting c love..dumting dn c patit, pero umlis dn pgdting ni karl. tpos ngtxt c insan in law, d dw xa mkkpunta kc d dw xa pnygn.. ayun.. so ako nlng ang pupunta knila wanajo!!! Wah! Myamya, dumting c chubbs, tas ngpkwento tunkol ky batman.. tpos after nun.. alis n kmi ni lola. Sakay kmi ng fx, grbe.. ang ingay ingay namen! Ciempre.. kming dalwa b naman ngsama.. mga chismax hehe..tpos tinuro saken kung san sumsakay at bumababa ung mga xientians n on d way.,. ayun.. tpos baba kming sm Fairview..lakad lakad.. hehhe.. tas my isng store dun hangkyut! Pink lahat..puro perfume and body butter ung tinda.. tpos after nun.. sakay kmi ng jeep..as usual.. ang ingay p dn naming.. chika chika.. super enjoi ako dun s jeep kc ansarap ng hangin, pra kng nsa province na! tas baba kmi s village nila lola.. lakad kmi,, sayng nga d nmin nkita c cram, ung admirer ng lola ko.. aheheh. Tas pgdting nmin knila lola.. ayun,ang andun lng c kuya ryan.. tama kuya ryan nga yta ung name.. tapos c puti??? Ung favorite dog ni jac, pti ung dalwng nkakulong n aso n d favorit ni jac kaya nakakulong.. eheheh.. tpos un.. guitar guitar.. chika chika.. myamya dumting n c jac, tpos c tita.. ansaya.. ang ingay, ang kulit. Feeling ko tlg at home ako.. ang comftble kc nlng lahat ksama.. tpos un.. kng anoanong pnggwa nmin s room ni lola ko.. tpos bili kmingn junkfoods, eat ng dinner..watch tv.. tingin pics .. chika chika hnggng s makatulog.. tpos grbe.. kinabukasan.. ngulat ako.. kc an gaga nilng ngcng! Wah! Pggcng ko ako nlng ung nsa bed! Eh usually eh 11:30 ako nggcng.. pero dun 8 yta ko ngcng.. ang aga! Pero to think mas maaga p clng ngcng.. ayun..tas umlis cla tita pti c jac.. sipag kc nung c jac, vacation na, todo punta p dn s skul nila.. tpos un..kming dalwa nlng ni lola ntira s hawz nila.. ansaya nga eh.. bili kmi ng hot pandesal.. grbe, kng d2 ako s hawz naming eh la nkong makakin n hot pandesal kc s tym n pgcng ko eh malamig n lht ng pandesal! Waheheh.. tpos un.. after nun, lakad kmi s buong village.. saya! Province!!! Tpos rent kmi ng vcds.. horror film.. ung the eye2, and ung hot chick.. tpos un.. pgdting s hawz nila.. luto ng lunch..saya nga eh.. independent women.. tpos nood kming movie.. muvi marathon..heheh..tpos un..after nun.. chika chika then uwian tym nah.. sayng nga eh.. kc ansbi ni tita magstay p dw ako mski two days pa.. issma dw nila ko dun s fiesta..kya lng need to go home n tlg.. kc nag long dstnce call ung momy ko, at hnhnap ako.. ayun..so umwi nako..ayun.. hntid ako ni lola hnggng smfairview..tas uwi nako.. saya tlg, pramis! Experience.. sbi nga ni tita.. extended family ko dw cla… katuwa.. : )

*Hapi bertdei dn ky tin Santiago!! : )

***kip in touch pipoL! Ciao!! Aja!!

eNroLLed at LasT! wiSh me Luck..

2005-05-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

yes!! enrolled napo ako!! matapos ang npkhabng panahon ng pagmumunimuni..pagiisip.. at pagttnong..eh finally, nakapgdecide nako kung san ako pptungo! sa sky! hehehe.. enrolled n nga ko.. last monday pa.. heheh.. kinda excyted.. but still, cant even imagine myself enrolled at that school taking up that course for five years! haha.. tama.. five-yr course.. waheheh... kung san po ako pptungo s june13? sa PATTS coLLege of aeronautics.. heheh.. parng huh? c vani? collge of aeronautics magaaral? wahahah... para s mga d po nkakaalm kung san nkalocate ang bgo kong school. eh..madali lng.. dun po cia s may airport..majo malayo, s my paranaque pa, tbi ng filinvest..hndi nako nilubayan ng malayong skul..hehe.. as for my course.. aeronautical engineering..naadik n yta ko..hahaha!"The advancement of aerospace technology throughout the world is dependent to a large degree on Aeronautical engineers. The present rate of growthin the country has caused a constant need for qulified men in this field" <--- hehehe.. isa yn s nklgay dun s bulletin of information ng course koh.. heheh.. knkbhan nga ko eh..pero nxxcyt at d same tym... sana ipgptuloi ko toh at wag maicpng magshift..wahaahah! ang sked ko naman..grbe!! evryday akong my pasok.. literal! monday-sunday.. waheheh.. d pwedng maglakwacha..wahha..pero ciempre..heheh.. tuesday 9-3; monday, wed-saturday 11-3; tpos sunday-NST; oh db ansaya ng sked! sana nmn pumayat ako noh.. heheh.. ang uniform ko naman? pants n blue,wyt blouse and scarf.. hehehe.. n22wa nga ko eh.. pero prng mas gsto ko ung uniform ng boys, kc muka n tlg clng pilot! oh db? hangtaray! hehe.. tas b4 ako mag grad.. sbi ni marrey..mag OJT.. dun kn tlg s loob ng plane.. nicE!! kyalng bbyd ka..50taw per hour tas minimum of three hrs.. hehe.. manlilimos nko s roxas blvd.. waheheh.. sbi nga ni marrey.. "si Isabel Granada ang first woman flyer.. next n c vanezsa mori!" wahaha.. actuali dun dn grumadw8 c isabel grnada.. kya my pagasa tlg ko.. heheh..pero kung yaw mo nmn mging pilot..pwede kng mging flyt attendnt..msaya dn naman.. pero mas astig kung pilot k db? hehe.. xcyted nako.. wish me luck! : )

***kip in touch pipoL!!! ciao!! aja!!

there is no future in d past..

2005-05-20T21:41:00.000-07:00

tama..

theres no future in the past...

astig k tlg marrey.. heheh.

I can't believe what you tell me
Your lies have come undone
Now I'm living on the road looking out for number one
I took a ride to the city
Had to get out of this place
I just can't say I'm pretty
When the tears fall down my face
I used to think it was over
But its only just begun
Now I'm living on the road looking out for number one

One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I used to ride on a Greyhound stashed away on a train
But I take for the subway
That's were the goods are in the rain
I want to follow the rivers to an island in the sun
Now I'm living on the road looking out for number one

One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
Late at night trying to fight
I just might figure out him
Right now I'm feeling fine
I'm better off without him

One day you'll see me but only when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I know that on day you'll see me
I'll haunt you when your dreaming
One day you'll say I was the one
I'm number one

gOodnight.. tHe day u sed guDnyT..

2005-05-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

hMMmm... so.. itz 3:30 am.. and d p dn ako makatulog! aaaahh!!!weLL.. ano p bng mggwa ko.. eh d magblog nlng.. haaii.. malapit lapit n dn ang june13! waHH! anu kyng mngyyri? hmm... kinda xcyted.. hehe.. la kong mgawa! la kong msbi.. ako nlng mag isa d2 downstairs.. laptop lng gmit ko.. buti khit papano nkkpgnet p ko khit sira p toh.. heheh.. ang pasaway n bata kc.. nkakainis!! hmp! pero d ko n ikwento.. nkkbtrip lng kc.. nweiz.. improving ang frindster ah! nice.. gosh..hnkulit nmn nitong c copper.. haii.. oOopps.. gnda ng song s myx! the day u sed goodnight.. hahah! hnggnda kya ng vid nitoh.. nsa bntana cla.. ung mgkatapat n bintaNa.. waheheh.. kya lng.. pngit nung ending.. heheh..kawawa nmn ung lalake.. "To be is all I got to be And all that I see And all that I need this time To me the life you gave me The day you said goodnight..." heheh. ang astig naman nung music video.. bawing bawi ung pagkainis koh! hmp tlga!..sana naman after nito eh antuking nako.. ge n nga.. oh! my nagmiscoL p sken.. nyenk! c jonnel.. bt gcng p toh..ah, knina p pla.. ngyon ko lng nkita.. aheheh.. ge, m22log nako.. gudnyt pipoL! : )

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

mUSt gEt oUT

2005-05-20T01:16:00.004-07:00

I’ve been the needle and the thread

Weaving figure eights and circles round your head

I try to laugh but cry instead

Patiently wait to hear the words you’ve never said

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for

Try to guide me in the right direction

Making use of all this time

Keeping everything inside

Close my eyes and listen to you crying

I'm lifting you up

I'm letting you down

I'm dancing til dawn

I'm fooling around

I'm not giving up

I'm making your love

This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This not goodbye she said

It is just time for me to rest my head

She does not walk she runs instead

Down these jagged streets and into my bed

Fumbling through your dresser drawerforgot what I was looking for

Try to guide me in the right direction

Making use of all this time

Keeping everything inside

Close my eyes and listen to you crying

I'm lifting you up

I'm letting you down

I'm dancing til dawn

I'm fooling around

I'm not giving up

I'm making your love

This city’s made us crazy and we must get out

There’s only so much I can do for you

After all of the things you put me through..

>best<

2005-05-19T20:02:00.000-07:00

1.Best person/people in yourwhole life~~~ family friends

2. Best school~~~ quesci!!!

3. Best buddies~~~ e.hmm.. madami eh.. basta!!.

4. Best high school teacher~~~ Mam Capinpin.. sir allas!

5. Best magazine~~~ hmm..candy! grily! hahah..

6. Best comic book~~~ eh..di ako nagbabasa ng komiks.

7. Best book~~~ aLmanac of the uncanny,gnda! and da vinci code!

8. Best food/s~~~ basta pasta..chokoleiytz!

9. Best restaurant/s~~~ hmm.. furusato...!!

10. Best place on earth~~~ sa room ko at fantast elephant s marinduque.. peaceful!!

11. Best country~~~ eh..iicpin ko muna.. heheh <--tsk ang bad ko naman..

12. Best place you've ever visited~~~ ...dami eh!

13. Best events you've been to~~~ pwede n ung concert sa ccp port..

14. Best night out~~~ ..sa malate!

15. Best car you've ever riden~~~ ung coding para excyting!

16. Best songs~~~ madami!!!

17. Best superhero~~~ BATMAN forever!! wolverine!

18. Best cartoon character~~~ spongebob! bart simpsons! bugs bunny! and peter pan!

19. Best villain~~~ ako!!! wahahahaha!!

20. Best cartoon~~~ hmmm..not just cartoons, nicktoons!! hahaha..

.21. Best war movies~~~ star wars and lotr

22. Best suspense thriller movie~~~ lahat! whoo..saya!

23. Best romantic movie~~~ titanic! romantic un..kakaibng way nga lng.. ehehe

24. Best jeans~~~ yung suto ko nung new year! comfy..

25. Best tv show~~~ queer eye for the staight guyz! wahahha!

26. Best cable network channel~~~ lifestyle..

27. Best website~~~ eto nah! and friendster..

28. Best thing you've ever bought~~~ hmm..kooripot ako eh.. pero albums ni mj okai lng gumastos!

29. Best place for killing time~~~maLL!.

30. Best highschool batch~~~ oWfiVe!!!

31. Best Highschool section~~~ edison1 fleming 2 3 4!!!

32. Best Tambayan after Class~~~ mcDo ofcOrs!!

33. Best Computer Shop~~~ ung sa traders hotel! hnggnda! and imagine 180 per hour!

34. Best Pet Shop~~~ sa cartimar... dun galing c copper eh..hheheh..

35. Best Gasoline Station~~~ ewan.. fLying V?! hehhe.. flying vani! wahahah

36. Best Keyboard Character~~~ hMmm.. ` <-- ayan!

37. Best Programming Language~~~ english?!!!

38. Best Medicine~~~ prayer yeah!

39. Best CD in your house~~~ ciempre pra saken mj`s noh..

40. Best way to type~~~ gamit ang fingers malamang!! : )

after four long years...

2005-05-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

after 4 long yirs.. eh ngkitakitz dn kmi ng frendships ko... ung mga elem friends i mean.. ayun.. last may 16, natuloi dn ang mtgl ng pinaplano n pgkikitakitz.. sa wakas.. natuloi..hahah!! grbe, dko akalain n mgccpuntahan ung mga un.. grbe, nmiss ko dn cla ah! hehehe.. ngulat nga cla sken kng pno d wako nkkuha ng contacts nila at npagsama sama ko cla s isng place.. well.. heheh.. eh kc la naman akong gngwa s bahay so mrmi akong tym pra mgttxt at mgttwag s mga mahal kong mga kaibigan.. hMMm... lakas ng loob mag orgnyz ng get2gedr..hahah.. uhm.. ano bng ngyri.. kwento ko muna.. ahh.. nag set ako ng tym.. "1pm sharp ah! nako! lng mgppaleyt!" hehehe.. pero as expected.. ako po ang late.. hehe.. grbe.. nag enrol muna kc ako s bgo kong skul, seh s paranaque p un.. s bbyahe pko ppuntng pasay then dun plng akong pupuntng q.c. ansaya noh? 12:30 nsa hawz plng ako! haha.. pasaway ko tlg.. pinauna ko n cla dun s hawz ng isa kong frend, c jean.. kc kawawa nmn cla piag inantay p nila ko.. hehe.. at ayun.. hbng ppunta kong q.c eh.. sbrng nxxcyt ako.. naicp ko kc kung anu ng ichura nila,hyt,weyt, vital stats! hahah.. jokelng.. tpos.. almost there!!! knkbhan ako..dnt know kng bkit.. heheh.. weird ng feeling.. tpos tanan! nkrting dn ako s wakas! yey! at lam expected ko n kung anong ssbhin nila saken.. hehe.. "naku, grbe ah! ur so early! after 4yrs d k p dn ngbgo!" heheh.. ciempre.. gnon n yta tlga.... tas grbe! ansaya! bonding tym! kwentuhan.. walng sawang chikahan.. intrigahan.. kakaiba.. prng d nagbago.. heheh.. tpos.. kain.. tapos kwento ulit.. tapos kwento na naman.. tpos tinginan ng pictures tapos kwentuhan n namana.. heheh..tpos d ko n namalayan ang tym.. 9:30 na! oh no! wat tym nko makakauwi? ciempre.. pasaway n bata ako.. yaw kong mtulog s hawz nmin s q.C. so go! uwi p dn ako.. grbe.. concernd tlg cla! magtaxi n khit magisa..bahala n c batman..tpos pgdaan sa highway.. oops! my n kita kong fx! go,sakay n dun.. at least my ksama ako! hehe..tpos un.. ang bad pa.. kc empty bat.. wuhuhu... hai.. buti nmn at nkauwi ako ng hawz ng maayos.. past 11 pom n nun.. bad n bata.. pgkchrge ko ng fone..grbe..dming msgs, lht cla nagaalala sken.. katuwa nga eh.. ayun.. at ntpos ung araw ko.. enjoi pramis.. and ciempre.. txt txt p dn b4 mtulog.. lng patawad..ayaw paawat..: )

miss ko n kyo agd ulit.. jean, aiza, jaja, micai, calai, grace, tere, phaela, m.o, jamael, kawin, jacob, vlad, tengkoy, mirvene, and jp. : )

***kp in touch pipoL!! ciao!!! aja!!

hayyy...

2005-05-13T12:44:00.000-07:00

d2 ko s net shop.. boring n araw.. hayyy.. ksama ko aang aking dear kuya.. d2 toh s paranaque.. mlpit s aking new school.. hahaha!! secret muna jan! heheheh.. nxtym ko n ssbhin.. hehe.. kktpos ko lng mag exam jan... hai.. d2 kya ko magaaral?? hhhm... let's see... heheh.. oooppss. w8 lng.. gndaa nung kanta.. nu kyng title nito.. pag lm nio.. pa tag naman oh.. heheh.. w8, knthin ko... ahem!ahem! "itz too late to stop pretnding.. itz too late for a new begning,later than the sunset.. later than the rain.." ano b title nitoh.. hahah... nwei.. ayan.. grbe.. nmimiss ko ang quesci.. lapit n ang psukan pro cnt even imagine n s june 13 eh d ako s quesci papatungo! hahaha.. ngdrama daw... hehehe.. ah.. s 16 nga pla.. my reunion kmi.. my old friends.. heehhe.. elem friends.. saya! an lakas ng loob ko.. ako ang nagorganyz ng reunion.. heheh.. nwei.. magttym npo ako.. mgpapaalam n ko!! txt nio ko lgi ah!! yngatz kyo!! : )

***kip in touch pipoL!!! ciao!!! aja!!

2005-05-12T18:43:00.000-07:00

sporty

Ang Bago kong Karir!

2005-05-12T15:38:00.000-07:00

yep! tama.. my bgo po akong karir.. heheh.. actualli.. ngyon, eh lgi kming mgksama.. lalo.. nung mga nkraang araw.. mjo.. this week d mciado.. mainit kc.. lgi kmi ngddate.. pero d pwedeng ako lng magisa.. haller! hndi maaari un noh! heheh... mnsan ksama ko c michiko, pero mas mdals c kuya jep ang ksama ko.. mnsan dun lng kmi s tapat ng hawz.. hhehehe... one tym nga buong family p ung ksama ko nun.. hahahah! ansaya nga nun eh! .. d nio p xa nmeet, malamang.. kc d q po un ndala s skul.. nyakk!! heheheh.. lgi kmi nun mgksama... pag nsa mood lng ako.. mnsan once a week.. evry other day.. every day pag d maaraw.. heheheh.. sbi ng kuya ko p nga.. karirin ko n dw un.. at sasamahan nia pako.. hahah!!! kktuwa.. sana nga magptuloi na.. kilala nio po b kng cmo karir ko?? mjo popular n xa s iba.. hehehh.. c Wilson po.. ang badminton rackt ko... : )

--hngkorni q.. : )

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

fAm!

2005-05-04T18:03:00.000-07:00

fam

Happiest Days of my LiFe!!!

2005-05-04T13:40:00.000-07:00

heheh... eto..ang pinakmssyng araw ng buhay ko.. astig.. so far.. okiez.. heheh.. kwento...

DAY 1 - April 28

hm.... gumising ako ng maaga.. uhm.. mga 10.. kc.. ddting ang dalwa s pinakaimportnt n tao s buhay ko.. ang parents ko! yey!!! heheh.. tpos.. hehe.. ktuwa naman.. ayun.. mga1 alis kmi ng hauz.. kc 1:30 arrival ng parents ko.. okai.. eh sobrng mlapit lng nman smen ang NAIA.. so.. ayun.. and sobrng pasaway namen kc coding ung dala nming sskyan nun! hahaha.. ang pasaway.. andmi p nmng nkaabanmg dun s lbas ng airport.. mga wlng panlunch kya angaabng ng mhuhuli..tsk.. ang bad ko.. tas un.. thnk God aT NKRATING KMING NAIA NG HNDI NHAHARNG! hehe.. tpos un.. dun lng ako s loob ng koche.. d ako bumba.. c ate mhe and kuya jep ko lng ang bumba... ayoko.. ang init init sa labas noh! ksama ko c michiko and kuya bon sa loob.. un.. kinig lng sa radio and txt ang gngwa ko.. tgal ko dn sa loob ah! tas yan.. ngtxt n ung ate ko.. iakyat n dw ungsskyan kc dun n cla mama en papa.. at pgkita ko sa momy ko "shocks! ang sexy ng mom ko!!! my gosh!" grbe.. ansexy tlg ng momy ko tas anggnda pa!.. tsk.. natalo p ang anak! heheh... tas ang dady ko.. ganun p dn.. gwapo p din.. hehe.. ayun.. ciempre.. tpos kmi ng dady ko ang tbi sa loob.. ni-kiss niako.. hehe.. sori dw kc d cla nktwg ng mo ko.. huhu.. tas sbi ko s mom ko.. na-imagine ko p nmn clng dalwa ng dady q n ngllkad s aisle ng crossroads nung grad! heheh.. tpos un.. pgdting nmen.. nagyaya agd mom ko s spa and parlor.. pa massge cla tas ako ng pp-hot oil pero argh! hehe.. lng ngbgo s buhok ko! hehehe... ayun.. tas kain kmi.. nung nsa loob ng koche.. ngdedebate kmi kung san kmi kakain.. gsto ng ate en kuya ko pier 1, gsto ni michiko furusato.. bsta ko deadma lng.. khit saan.. hehe.. pero.. nauwi kmi s singing kooks and w8ers..! haha.. astig dun! id rather ung tugtog.. saya din!! heheh...

DAY 2 - April 29

heheh.. gosh.. ang aga kong ngcng.. c papa kc ang kulit.. ang aga nggcng tpos papasok s kwarto tpos mngingiliti ng paa! hehe.. mgluluto dw kc kmi ng breakfast.. partners in cooking kmi nun ng mahal kong tatay.. khit n d mrunong ung mgtagalog! hehe !antawag b naman s itlog eh "itrong" pnu b naman kyo mgkkaintndhan kung mgatatagalog p kyo.. eh d wag nlng.. hehe.. ayun.. punat ming DFA ng aking mgndng mom. ksama c michiko and kuya jep.. super mlpit dn un s aming hauz.. kya nkblik dn kmi agad.. pgblik nmin.. eh nagluto ang aking mahal n tatay ng pasta.. ung kakaiba toh.. heheh.. nkuu.. s tuwing umuuwi xa eh un ang aming bonding moments.. ang pagluluto.. yeah! hheh.. best cook ang aking mahal n papa.. second best ang aking mom.. ciempre! ako ang third! hehhe.. ayun.. ang saya...

DAY 3 - April 30

as usual..gcng n nmn ako ng maaga dhil nagayaya n mn mgluto ng aking dady.. grbe.. ngyong araw kc eh pupunta kmi s hauz ng aking grnadma dear at ang aking mga aunt ang mahal na cousins sa caloocan, and pagdting dun! ang saya! kc once a year lng kmi nkkpgkita kita.. pag reunion lng evry christmas.. kya un. grbe.. tpos after nun eh..punta kming mall.. sa sm north pra mlpit lng.. tpos un.. shopping wit d whole fmily.. msrap mg shopping pag ksama mo parents mo! u know n kung bakit! hehehe... nmili dn cla ng ipmmgay s japan.. ung mga filipino stuffs etc.. tas after nun.. npgod cla so ngkape nlng.. at bngyn kming apat ng money pra kmi nlng mamili.. w8 nlng daw cla dun s strbcks.. ayun.. yess.. at itxt nlng dw cla pg tpos nah! heheh.. after nun.. eh.. dii uuwi na.. at etong tatay ko nmmn eh nagyaya sumkay s MRT! hahah.. ayun.. nag mrt kme!!! heheh.. ntuwa ngako eh.. kc naisip ko.. prng evryday ang lng mag isa ang sunskay s mrt, tpos ngyon.. buong fmily! first tym toh.. =) tpos dapt the next day eh mag out of town kmi.. eh since exhausted kmi nung arw n toh.. eh canceld nah.. heheh..okai lng sken.. kc ayw ko nmang umitim.. un! paguwi s bahay.. lng ptawad tong dady ko.. nagluto n naman! pasaway! eh sbi p nga sken pla ng dady ko.. bat dw ako txt ng txt.. heheh.. unlng..ansaya..

DAY 3 - May 1

uhm... pangtlong araw n ng pggcng ko ng maaga.. heheh.. sunday toh.. d2 lng kming lht s bahay kc d ntuloi ang family outing.. txtxt lng.. pasaway tong dady ko.. inggit n inggit dun s mga tao n nglilinis ng aircon namen.. tuwng tuwa cia kc ung manong n nglilinis nung aircon eh ksama nia p ung dalwa niang anak n bata.. tas tuwng tuwa dun ung tatay ko kc dw ang bait ng mga anak nia.. hehe ang nice nga eh.. n22wa dn ako.. tas un.. after lunch eh ngpaservce mom n dad ko bhay.. nagpamassge cla.. kc ang plan s araw n un eh mag badminton kming buong family! (aba! sporty fam!) hehehe.. ay eto p pla! nkktawa ung ngmmssge! ay mali, nkktuwa pla.. hehhe..ngtataka kmi kc bkit nia dndsalan ung dady ko?! heheheh.. wala lng.. hehe.. tas un.. after nila.. heheh... ayun! change outfit! tanan!! alis n kmi! naglakad nga lng kmi eh, kc walking dstnce lng ung badminton court.. astig.. dpt pa member ako dun.. anggnda nung court.. ktuwa.. astig.. dun ko lng nkita grbe.. prng ansaya saya nming lht... heheh.. kming anim tas ksama nmin c kuya ron (bf ng ate ko) tpos un.. ansaya tlg.. 1 hour lng kmi ngrent.. tapos.. tpos.. tpos.. pag uwi nmin.. after mgprepare.. un.. punta nmn kmi s church.. itz sunday, remmber?! kylngn i thank c GOD s mgA mssyng arw.. hehe.. walkin dstnce lng dn ung church kya nilkad nlng nmin.. tas pinicturan nmin mom n dad ko hbng ngllkad kc sobrng sweet, holdin hands pa.. heheh.. ktuwa nga EH.. promise answeet tlg ng momy at papi ko.. hehe.. tas pgdting ng church, nkktawa! kc ktbi ko ung dadi ko.. tas ang alam lng niang sbhin eh "ALLELUIA" tska "AMEN!" paulit ulit lng xa.. khit iba n ung knta! kktawa.. kc d nmn nia niintndhan.. heheh.. ts nglilipsing xa kc filing nia tntgnan xa nung priest! hehehe... tpos eh d communion, xa lng naiwan s upuan.. tas pgblik ko dun s seat namen.. tnnong nia sken kung ano ung white thing n sinusubo.. sbi ko body of christ.. tas sb nia.. edible daw b un.. sbi ko oo, tas tnnong nia.. "chocolate??" hahahaha!!! pasaway! haller! chokoleyt daw un!! hehehe.. ang pasaway ng dady ko.. hehe.. tas after mass.. kain kmi sa labas.. tas paguwi.. picture! picture!! kya my bgo n nmn kming famly pic.. upload ko nxtym.. saya!!!

DAY 4 - May 2

etong umga n toh.. ang aga kong ngcng tas kming dalwa lng ng dady ko..tulog p kcng clng lhat.. tas un.. luto kming pancakes.. tas bglng ngcng momy ko.. tas cbi nia.. ipag prepare ko dw clang dalwa ng papi ko ng coffee... ciempre masunuring bata ako.. ats abi ng momy ko,, KO DAW ANG PINKASAMARP GUMWA NG COFFEE N NTIKMAN NIA.. yes.. at un daw ang nmimiss nila pag la cla sa pihlippines.. okai.. hehhe.. un ang nmimiss nila, d ako..joke, haha.. tpos.. nung ngcng n clng lhat.. ngmeeting ang buong family.. sbi ng parents ko dpt daw mkpunta kong japan nxtyir.. hndi pwedng d mtuloi.. tpos bka sun ako mag-18.. so ang debut ko ay sa 2007 nlng.. kitakitz! actualli, eh s mgha pnhong ito eh dpt ay nsa japan nako.. kc dpt ksbay nko s akingh parents ppuntng japan sa pagblik nila dun.. tas un.. nagyaya cla umlis.. punta kming mall.. at my part 2 p pla ang pgbli nila ng pslubong s japan.. ksama dn nmin c ate josa.. (besfrend ng ate ko) tas un.. syng nga eh.. dpt ng ppunta dn akong ng friends ko s bhay.. tsk anlayo ko kc eh.. tpos.. after shopping.. punta kming traders hotel.. tas ng coffee kmi dun tas my kinausap cla mama.. ayun.. ang tgl nga eh.. inaantok n ko nun.. ngbbsa lng akong candy mag.. tpos un.. nung umwi kmi.. bglng ngptripan n pumntng starcity.. pno nmn, super lpit lng s bhay.. pdeng lkarin.. pero d kmi nglkad.. malayo.. haha! anggulo ko!! tpos un.. saya.. heheh.. sndli lng kmi.. ktxt ko nga c wanajo hbng nsa ibbaw ako ng flying carpet at sukng suka nko.. heheh.. ktxt ko dn pla c marc nun..ayun.. tas sarap dn mgshopping sa loob ng star city! pramis! heheh! tas paguwi.. ngluto p dady ko.. steak ng heart shaped.. astig nga eh. tpos ciempre.. hbng nsa dining table eh tawa kmi ng tawa.. saya!

DAY 5 - May 3

hhmm.. uuwi n mom and dad ko ngyong araw n toh.. so mjo mlungkot.. haii... pggcng ko..(mjo late n kc kong ngcng) eh ngpprepare n ung mom n dad ko ng gmit nila.. ayun. pero.. tas kmi dn ngpprepare na kc 2:20 flyt nila.. ayun.. nuing okai n lht.. dun muna kmi s living room lhat.. tpos picture picture n Naman! heeheh.. tas s loob ng sskyan.. tbi n nmn kmi ng dady ko.. tas tawa kmi ng tawa kc kulit ng dady ko.. tas ngkkwento xa.. sbi nia.. nung d p dw kmi pnpnganak lht.. 150 tyms n dw xa ngppdblik blik s naia.. tas 150 tyms n dn daw umiiyk mom ko! hehehe.. tas un.. nung nkrting kmi duyn.. grbe.. naiayk nga ko eh.. tsk.. nkita tuloi nila soft syd ko.. heheh.. at un.. un nah...

mga ktxt ko pla nung mga panahong un::::: wanajo, marc, jam, jhay, kiel,pay,at yow.. thnx s inio ha! =)

***kip in touch pipoL!!! ciao!! aja!!

we Love you pope!

2005-04-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

JP II, we love you..

2005-04-24T22:28:00.000-07:00

hhMMmm.. la qng magawa... kkgling ko lng s cmbahan.. 7:30 mass, ayun.. astig!! peace bw wit yu! hehe.. prng nanibgo q kc.. ang sbi ng pari.. "and to pope benedict XVI" haii.. grbe.. prng nmiss ko tuloi c pope jp..hehe.. tas my exhibit p xa dun s isng part ng church..astig nga eh.. tpos pla.. ngyong araw dn pla toh eh nkausap ko ang aking mahal n mgndang momy aftyer a long tym.. mga two weeks cguro.. ayun.. actualli d ko nga xa nkausap nung bertdei ko and nung grad! wahhh!! so gnto ang pguusap nmen...

ako: "ma.. daya nio ni papa.. d man lng kyo tumwag nung bertdei ko..tas after nun..grad ko pa.."
mom: "nku..sori anak.. sobrng busy kc kmi ng papa mo.. sori tlg"
ako: daya nio.. kinalimutan nio yta eh.."
mom: "di.. dnt wori.. uuwi naman kmi jan s thursday eh"

okai! solve na ko! uuwi nmn pla cla s thursdai! pero!!! pero!!! 5days lng cla d2 sa philippines!! argh!! ano b yan.. pero pwede n dn.. kc nga dati.. dady ko umwi..2 days lng! lakas man3p.. eheheh.. okai n un... cherish every moment.. hehehe...

xcyted nako... =)

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

22nd of Apr!L...

2005-04-23T02:14:00.000-07:00

eto.. eto ang araw ng mahal kong lola n c wanajo! yess!!! hehehe.. ngpunta kong skul.. at ayon..kitakitz ulit ng mga friends at ng adviser koh.. ayun.. saya.. khit konting tym lng ang chikahan kc kylngn kong umwi ng maaga.. u know.. mabait ako.. ahahah!! di.. my pupuntahan kc kming mgkkpit.. bonding tym with my sibs.. hehe.. pgdting ko s aming palace.. after shower (pti ung kinwento..hehe) eh alis ulit kming apat.. punta kmi s port,CCp.. watch kming concert of the bands.. astig nga eh.. my extra tikets p nga kmi so nagyaya ako ng friends kyalng d clA pwede.. huhu..saD.. ayun.. dming tumugtug.. :::::::::: session road..astig nga eh! uhm.. nagperform dn cla luke mijares.. d ko xa tntgnan., nktingin lng ako s pants nia.. ahaha.. hnggnda ng cut..levis eh.. tpos c kyla andun din.. tpos.. andmim dami pa! uhm.. andun dn southboarder..ang astin nga eh.. gwapo nung vocalist.. at d ko lam ang pngalan nia.. ang sbi ni jola eh c duncan dw un.. okai.. hehe.. tpos.. cnu pb? bsta mdmi.. ayun... AND!!!! small world.. kita mo nga naman.. grbe.. at nkita ko dun ang mga xientians!! sna kai!! my ksama p xand two friends.. cla mela yta un.. grbe! welcum to my place!pasay city! walking dstnce lng sa hauz nmen ung port.. so un.. saya... ayan.. un lng.. Hapi bertdei 2 wanajo elmira cruz nga pla..!!

***kip in touch pipoL!!! ciao!! aja!!!

****

2005-04-21T23:05:00.000-07:00

QCSHS school hymn

Alamamater dear, and beloved...

fountain of truth and light..

United and dedicated..

To you will ever be..

To distant Lands we may go..

Searching for truth and the unknown..

To thee, we pledge our loyal hearts and souls..

QUEZON CITY SCIENCE HIGH SCHOOL..

grad baLL..

2005-04-21T22:59:00.000-07:00

Beauty And Madness
Fra Lippo Lippi

Over there, just beneath the moon
There's a man with a burden to keep
Now sleep will fall, washout, rags and paperbags,
homes and lives passing by

Who will see the beauty in your life,
and who will be there to hear you when you call.
Who will see the madness in your life,
and who will be there to catch you if you fall.

Dreams run wild, as lovers find their way through the night.
not a care in the world.
And over there, oh the twinkling of the lights harbour lights.
say goodnight one more time.

proudtobe...

2005-04-21T18:55:00.000-07:00

proudtobe..

Grad..

2005-04-21T16:45:00.000-07:00

Hhmm.. mtgal tagal dn bgo ko magpost d2 tungkol s ngyri sa grad ng quesci..hayy.. hnggng ngyon, eh mjo dko p dn nafifil n mgkakalayolayo n kmi ng aking mg mahal na klamyts.. uhm… ang weird ng feeling.. pero meron ding part sken n prng naeexcyt s pgdting ng college lyf.. heheh.. nkakatawa.. uhm…

*BACCALAUREATE MASS*

uhm.. eto.. nice.. birthday ko toh eh.. april 14, grbe.. dko lam kng magsasaya ako or maglulungkot.. magsasaya ciempre,kc birthday ko.. maglulungkot nmn kc last 2 days nlng ng school year..pero nging okai nmn tong araw ko for certain reasons.. : )
heheh.. dun sa mass.. nakakatuwa ung pari.. nice cia.. ngyon ko lng cian nkita kc ibng pari ung nagcecelbr8 ng mass amen evry first Friday..tas super favorite ko ung paring un.. kya nung nkita ko n ibng pari nugn baccalaureate mass, naicp ko sana ung dati nlng.. para mas kilala ko.. pero ngkmali ako.. hhaha.. nkktuwa kc ung priest nung baccalaureate mass.. astigg cia, promse! Nice ung homily.. : ) tpos ung thorn birds, ung itutusok ung heart nia sa may thorn tas kakanta cia ng pnkmgndng kanata n mggwa nia hnggng s mamatay cia.. ayun,.. haii.. ayun..tas ngkwento dn cia tungkol dun s mass mommy nia.. haii. Nakakaiyak nga eh.. tpos un.. my part tlg nung mass n sobrng nakakaiyak.. nagiyakan nga yta kming lahat..ung nagbigayan n ng white roses.. ayun.. dmi ko ngang nreciv eh.. kc cguro birhtday ko nun.. nkktuwa nga eh.. tpos un.. ntpos ung mass.. ansaya nga eh.. ayun… heheheh..

*GRADUATION DAY*

APRiL 15, yeah.. eto.. after nitong pngyyri n toh eh kmi n ay ksama n sa QCSHS alumni assoc.. wah!! Heheh.. iba ung ngyri s innxpect ko.. hndi kc ako naiyak ng araw n toh eh.. pero mejo nafifil ko n dn nung nyt before n baka hndi ngako maiyak ng grad day kc prng sbrng naiyak nako nung mass eh.. ayun.. nkktuwa.. umaga plng ktxt ko n c wanajo.. hnggng s mkrting ako s crossroad.. an gaga ko!! Yeah! nkita ko agd can grlfrend,paula, marrey, beotz.. n c lola wanajo.. pti ung mga kapatid nila nkita ko dn! And nice! Kialal p nila kong lahat.. heheh.. katuwa.. tpos un..picture picture muna.. tas usap usap, antayan, hanapan, then nagstart n nga.. ayun.. pgdting nmin s seats nmin eh..chismisan lng kmi.. tas ayun..kwento kwento,tawanan…kya msaya..dumting c BH,pti c HB..hahha..pti c BC..ayun.. cla cla ung mga nandun kc la c SB.. haha.. tpos nuna mlpit n matapos.. eh d kanta kanta n kmi ng ‘ngayon’.. akala ko maiiyak ako,pero nttawa p ngako kc ngkukulitan kmi.. and haller! Dmi kumukuha ng pictures! Kylngan nkaismyl! Haha! Tpos nsa harap ko can mam cavo, ung principal nmin tas pti ung iba png guests..haii..pati ung mga teachers.. kitng kita ko ung mga xpression ng muka nila.. prng cla p nga ung nlulungkot eh.. naiicip ko naiiyak cla s sobrng lungkot kc mamimiss nila ang mababait n batch 05 o kya nmn eh jnaiiyak cla s sobrng tuwa dhil s wakas eh ggraduate n rin ang makukulit n batch 05! Hahaha.. nkktuwa.. pero filing ko nmn n mamimiss nila kmi..lalo n cguro ng adviser nmin…ciempre! Kmi yta ang una! Hheeh.. tpos..ayun.. after nun..kinanta n ung almamater song..gosh! dun ako nging teary-eyed.. wah!! Tas un.. dun tlg ko mejo prng maiiyak nah.. ahh..hay.. tas ntapos din! Kming lahat ay alumni na! picture picture muna.. batch pic..class pic.. pra kming nsa presscon..hahhah..dming cams! Heheh..tpos after nun.. uwian tym nah.. mjo ngmmdli n ung iba kc gutom n cla! Haha.. actually gutom n dn ako nun.. tas un.. preparations n para s grad ball..

*GRADUATION BALL*

eto..eto ung gbing..ewan.. heheh..nkklungkot n hndi ko maintndhan..mjo argh dn.. aaahh!! Ayun.. 7 n yta ako dumting..nsa sskyan plng ako eh.. ktxt ko n cla wanajo and aubz.. pgdting ko ng UP..una ko agd nkita ung car nila Sheehan.. sby kc kmi dumating.. tas un..pgdting ko..cnalubong agd ako ng lola ko..at s table nila ksama cla sir ian.. and mam alvarez.. tas nksave n dn pla ko ng seat s knila so dun ako mkaupo.. hngkulit nung mga ksama ko.. heheh… tas nkita ko n can aubz entot n shiela.. pra kming ssyw ng ‘chopetta’ heheh.. kc prepreho kmi ng skirt.. hahha.. ayun..tpos..ayun.. ngstasrt na… AND!!! Tanan!!! Star of d nyt yta ung award.. and!!! Guess who??
Ms. Marrey cusi!! nice!! Yes.. heheh.. kktuwa.. tas un.. nitxt agd ni drlfrend c Edwin..tas nitxt ko nmn ung mom ni marrey..heheh..tas after nun.. dance..tpos mga bands.. tas picture picture..kung pwede lng i-edit ung gbing un..eh ggwin ko..kya lng d pwede eh.. tsk.. kung mggwa ko lng sana un, eh d mdmi sna kong mga taong mppsaya.. senxa.. la tlg ko mgwa.. kung my mggwa lng tlg ko pra s inio.. nwei.. bsta.. beauty and madness… yeah.. ayun.. tas uwian tym..gosh, nkakaiyak tong part n toh.. haii.. ayan.. yan nlng ang kkwento ko.. nothing beyond that..kainis..!!

***kip in touch pipoL!! ciao!! aja!!

Just Wnated You to Know

2005-04-19T18:56:00.000-07:00

Just Wanted You To Know
by Elizabeth Ann Mason

Just wanted you to know
my thoughts are oft on you
just something about you
that tugs my heart strings true

Don't know just what it is
or how it came to be
just know how my heart feels
when you come near to me

Something in me blooms
as flowers bloom in spring
and my heart melts for you
like the snow does in the sun

This feeling that I fee
lis strong and good and true
Each day that passes by
I want more to be with you.

*misskonakaw*

Look hUz number 1! hpi birthdei 2me!

2005-04-14T11:16:00.000-07:00

yey!

mukha bng bertdei cake?

2005-04-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

spongecake

!eM ot yadhtriB yppaH burtdai q ngayon!

2005-04-14T01:43:00.000-07:00

hai.. happy birthday to me! msaya ako.. tama msaya ako for certain reasons.. heheh.. ayan.. prng tulad ng dati.. nagdaan n ang aking brthday.. tumanda n naman ako.. heheh.. i`m seventeen..yeah.. nxtyir kitakitz tyo s debut ko.. hehe

ayan.. every year kc.. my mga gngwa ako pra s brthdai ko.. simple thngS na nksanayan ko na.. pag brthday ko kc.. lgi akong nkblack.. as in all black.. kunsabagay lgi nmn tlg ko nkablack.. (kung ung ibng tao eh nka-red s brthday nila..ako black) pero naiba ngyon.. kc.. nkauniform ako! yes!! nsa skul kc.. for the first tym eh nranasan kong mg brthday s skul.. ayos.tapos, tuwng brthdei ko,eh gcng ako ng 12 am ng april 14 hnggng 12 am ng april 15.. heheh ganon ako lagi... tpos nga pla.. every year, cnusulat ko ung mga names nung mga taong nag greet sken.. ung txt mesg lng and frndster msg.. pti s chatroom.. nillgay ko dn ung tym... dko nkklimutan gawin yn tuWing brthday ko, chrstmas, and new yir! nice yan..

okai, bbgyan ko kyo ng summary...

APRiL 6 <---- kaunaunahang arw n my nag greet sken.. ayos..

marc sheehan - 09:05:11 (khit n pasaway toh lastyir)

APRiL 10

joemari - 03:04:00 (dko cia kilala actually, nag frdnster mesge lng)
yaya vincent - 16:18:05 (kapit bahay namin)

APRiL 11

ate baby - 17:53:00 (ung batch o4)
sir aLfred - 20:20:00 (perry, history of the world)

APRiL 12

kiel - 22:25:00 (klsmyt ko p yn nung kinder at 10 yrs n kmi d ngkta,nice noh?)

APRiL 13

kakai - 2:12:00 (elem classmte)
jhay - 18:50:04 (isa png kpitbahay)
sir ian - 20:05:59 (adviser ko)
sats - 21:14:35
grlfriend -joba - 21:56:27
abel - irc
patit - irc
phimie - irc
aleth - irc
dean - irc
kuya tei - icr (batch o4)
sit ian (ulit!) - 23:38:07
shiela - 23:43:25
mary rose - 23:55:42 (gr.3 klsmyt)
kuya bon - 23:57:08 (bf ng ate ko)
lola wanajo - 25:57:56

APRiL 14! <---yeah! hapi burtdei to me!

kiel - 00:00:49
ate josa - 00:04:21
grlfriend joba - 00:09:46
insan in law-dani - 00:13:16
jola - 00:07:15
ate mhe - 00:16:26
kuya jep - 00:16:42
marc sheehan - 00:17:08

ayn..at natulog muna ko.MASAYA N Q NG MGA PANAHONG TO... ZZZzzZZzzz.. ang korni.. at! pagkagcng ko!..

marc sheehan (ulit!) - 00:18:01
christian - 3:23:11
meng - 3:47:19
marrey - 5:15:10
beekee (bikoi) 6:54:17
mariel - 6:38:30 (ung txt msg nia sken nung bday ko last 2 yrs ago,2003,nksave pa!)
momy ni bikoi - 6:54:17

*tpos pasok n kong skul.. baccalaureate mass nmin..at pagpsok ko ng gate! eh, gnreet dn agd ako ni kuya dino! ung school guard! nicE! ciempre ni greet ako ng klsmyt ko and friends! saya! d ko n nsulat ung tym.. mciadong mbilis ang mga pngyyri.. heheh. tas my mga ngtxt p dn..

ate aay - 9:47:08
carlo cruz - 10:05:44
momy ni wanajo - 10:29:13 (Nice noh?)
jean - 10:53:39
momy ni bikoi
momy ni tin!
mrs.sengson
momy ni jaja

*gosh kaclose ko yta mga mommies ng friends ko, hehe.. at! kla ko un n ang mga nag greet sken.. at! mweron pa.. kinantahan ako ng buong batch after ng mass!nice tlg! nkktuwa.. ayos tlg mag brthdai s skul! okai! at dmi dn pla ngbgay sken ng flowers.. ung white roses.. saya.. thx tlg s inio.. thnx dn iima.. : )

ayan..at my mga pahabol p cguro yan.. kc lastyir, ilng araw n ang lumipas eh my mga nkakaalala p dn.. ~tulad ni marc eh ang pasaway,binati niako..sobrng dko n naalala n dumaan n ang bertdei ko..haha.. tgal.. pero d dw nia nklimutan,,, nahuli lng cia.. kya cguro,ganado bumati ngyon.. hai.. ayan.. at natulog ako ng masaya.tama.masaya, pg gcng ko 1 msg recivd.. c marc ulit! april 15, 12:18:39 am..~

at ciempre nung grad eh..my mga nag greet p dn.. thnx ulit! salamat s inio! thnkyuuu!!!

my pahabol pa pala... ngyon lng toh.. APRiL 18, 17:39:51 - sarah reyes (from US!)

hapi birthday to me..

***kip in touch pipoL ciao! aja!~

certified craMmer!

2005-04-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

april 13.. ilng minuto 12 na.. birthdai ko n bukas... haii.. ano kyng mngyyri? msaya kya? mukng mggng msaya nmn yta... pero bt gnon? ung mga tao.. prng tlgng gagawa ng paraan pra d k mging msaya.. ano b un? cnsadya b un? wag nmn sana..

haii.. 2days nlng graduation tym na,, haii... ayan.. kya d q tuloi lm ngyon kng magsasaya ako s burtdei q o inde.. prng maghahalo.. grbe.. ngyon ang una n last brthdi ko s school..buti nga inabot this year.. at least mkkta ko friendships ko.. pero ngyong birthdai ko lng dn ang wala ang parents ko.. la dn cla s grad.. sayng! kung npaaga lng sana ang uwi nila..eh d mas msaya!

2days nlng din.. graduation ball na! at wala p dn me susuotin.. mgpapatahi ako pero d p dn ako ngpapasukat.. haha. ang pasaway ko tlg.. certified crammer.. adikk.. rush.. baka hulaan nlng sukat ko! hahah.. grad ball.. masaya kya? sana..

okai.. 2 mins nlng.. brthday ko na! mag ddc nako.. my iba n dn n naggreet sken.. astigg! salamat! : )

hapi brthdai 2 me!

***kip in touch pipoL! ciao! aja!

sEniors NyT!

2005-04-10T19:01:00.000-07:00

APRIL 8,2005.. haii,.. as usual.. late ako ngcng! Pero ibng klse tong araw n toh.. sbrng knkbhan ako pumasok kc dming ngttxt sken ng “san kn? Plis pumsok kna.. wg kng ppleyt.. d pwedng maleyt ngyon” ayun! Pti c sir ian eh tnxt ako! Wah! Kya sbrng knkbhan ako.. pati kc khit anong gawin kong pgmmdli eh hndi tlg ako aabot ng 8:30 s skul! Buti nlng ktxt ko cna wanajo.. update.. heheh.

Pgdting kong skul.. 9:40 n yta nun.. dming seniors s guard haus..hinarng n ni kuya dino..(ung guard). my fleming! C mico, at drew.. kya okai n dn kc my kausap ako.. ksaby ko dn pla pumasok c april.. ayun.. antgal nmin dun! Puro lng usap..nlman ko dn n ung guard plan min n c kuya dino eh graduate ng HRM! Grbe! Imagine that! Haii.. tas aftr nun..break n nung mga ngpprktis.. kla nmin okai na..un pla d p din pwedng sumama ung mga latecomers! Argh! So.. ngkwentuhan nlng kming dalwa ni drew dun s stairs.. grbe.. dming chika chika.. mnsan nlng kc kming magusap ng ganon.. at forever klsmyts p kmi nun ah! Hehe..kya nmiss ko tlg.. dmi nming npgkwentuhan,. At nkktuwa.. bsta!

Tpos after nung prktis.. start n nung games.. una, basaan tym muna! Haii..la p kming balak mgpbasa ni lola nun eh.. kya ngpunta muna kming mcdo.. gutom n kc kmi,, kain kming dalwa at ba naman… my kinawayan,, ung besfend nia.. hahah.. ay, before pla nun eh my nkslubong kmi.. tas ayun.. balik kming skul.. aba! Mga wet look n ang mga tao.. pti c lolo ko at basta ung mga tao.. prng ansaya saya.. tpos pgkita nila samen.. ngulat cla.. bkit d p dw kmi basa.. kya hinabol ako ni krismari ng tabo n my water..pero d niako binasa.. ang unang nambasa smin ni wanajo eh c Sheehan! Ba namn.. takbo my dalng tubig! Pasaway.. tpos after nun.. games na.. fersyir frends..kkmiss.. go Edison1!! D ako sumali s games.. ang gnawa nmin ni insan in law eh ngpahidan nlng kmi ng flour! Grbe..memorable ung flour.. heheh.. tas nkita ko c mj! Dumaitng cia from bicol..then punta nakong gazebo,nakaupo nlng ako dun..kc napapagod nako..nood nlng ako s mga ngbbsketball s court.. bglng dumting c x (pinaikling alex) tpos kwento kwento mya mya dumting n dn c lola.. haii.. ayun .. kktuwa.. tas aftr nun eh naligo kmi.. (thnx nga pla jaymie and dakai ulit!) hehhe..tpos… punta kming mcdo ni lola..bili kming softdrnks.. kakauhaw kc..pgblik nmin.. start n ung bonfire..

…etong part n toh.. grbe.. yan,, pgdting nmin.. dun n ung mga tao s field.. tpos sbi, hanap dw ng ka-pair mo..khit cnong gs2 mo.. *meron nlng ako d kkwento 2ngkol jan s pair pair n yn.. bsta,ung d pwede ikwento wg nalang.. okai???* Tpos ayun. Eh ala n tlgng mggwa.. ahm.. ang partner nmin ni lola.. ay c alex.. tas sa harap nmin c Sheehan..alng partner..so sbi ni x ky Sheehan n kming dalwa nlng daw kc clng dalwa daw ni wanajo.. ayun.. tas ayun.. naawa ko s frend kong c lola.. eh.. so usap kmi ni marc tungkol dun.. bsta! Ayan.. hbng ngllkad kmi eh my kumknta s likod namen, c ideal man.. cyrus!! At s kakulitan nia eh.. naapakan nia ung slippers ko at nasira! So, nagstop kmi at gnawa nila ni marc ang slipper ko.. ayun..nahuli kmi.. d n kmi nkaakyat dun sa taas.. buti nlng at inantay kmi nila lola n x.. ayun…

pagdating sa field., umupo.. tpos.. lapitan n dw ung mga gsto lapitan at magsori at mgpsalamt n dw dun s mga taong gstong sbihan ng gnon.. ayun.. grbe.. nakakiyak ung part n un.. haii… nung una nga d ako naiiyak.. ngtataka nga c ja sken eh.. bt d dw kc ako umiiyak.. d p kc nagsisink in sken ung mga pngyyri,.. ngtsrt akong maiyak dun k chubbs..kc my cnbi cia n sbrng natuwa ako.. sobraa.. salamt chubbs.. ayun.. tas naiyak dn ako ky insan in law.. kc sobrng brave nia.. naicp ko, dko kyng gawin ung gnaw nia.. haii.. buhay tlg.. pero nging kakaiba dn ung aura nia after nun..prng lumuwag ung pkirmdam nia after nun.. kaya insan in law, hapi 4u,, : ) tas after nun.. puntahan n sa court.. andun n cna marrey n grlfrend.. ksama c kuya Edwin..pnkilala samen c kuya Edwin.. ayun.. tas start n tumugtog ung mga bands.. ayun.. crazy for yu.. gosh..nkakaiyak.. pumnta ko ky grlfrend kc fevorit nia un.. tas nkktuwa ung cnbi nia sken.. pti c ja.. nkktuwa din.. haii… saya din.. tas aftr nung ilng bands.. punta muna kmi ni lola sa field..my apoy pa kc.. kmi lng ung andun.. tas kwento kwento.. mya mya dumting cna pepi n mico .. tpos c alex.. haii.. kktuwa nga eh.. kc prng kakaiba cla nung gbing un.. sbi nga ni mico: “dati gstong gsto ko n grumaduate pero nung nkkta ko kyo knina, prng nalulungkot ako,, ngyon prng ayaw ko n grumaduate” haii.. haller! Imagine.. c Conrad ngsslita ng gnon? Haii.. bondng moments dn un.. tas.. ayun.. isa isa ng umuuwi ung mga tao..n ikinalulungkot nman ng ibng tao.. mya mya.. lumapit cla mariel carmi n roxie smen.,tas picture picture.. ayun.. my nkita pla ko ngpsaya sken.. haii.. tb..hehe… tas my hnhnap akong tao n wala nmn.. haii.. tas uwi n kmi..

sleepover kmi knila marrey.. ako lola and meng.. tas c meng nkatulog agd..masaya un eh.. hehe.. tas c marrey todo chika s ngyri s araw nila.. hapi 4u din! Tpos natulog n dn cia.. kming dalwa nlng ni wanajo ang gcng.. haii.. gs2 ko sna n my mgawa lng sna ako pra ma- edit ang certain parts ng seniors nyt pra nman lhat msaya.. kyalng d pwede un eh.. pro sbi nia.. nging okai n dw pkrmdam nia after nmin magusap.. haller??! Heheeh.. hnggng 4am kmi nagusap ng lola ko…

at ayun.. dun ngttpos ang gbing un.. umabot n ng umnaga.. ntulog n kmi.. iniisip ko..ganon kya tlg filing ng lhat ng seniors n ggrdweyt s quesci? Grbe.. depressing..haii.. nwei… tpos nako.. END..

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!!

2005-04-10T18:48:00.000-07:00

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2005-04-10T15:12:00.000-07:00

APRIL 7, 2005 Uhm.. ngyon.. super late akong ngcng! Wah! At 11:30 na yta nsa loob pako ng mrt.. heheh.. my ngtxt sken.. sbi, isakto ko dw n lunchtym, ako pumask pra d daw ako pglitan ni sir madriaga.. nangsesermon kc yta cia nung mga pnahong un ng late comers.. haii.. at nung pababa nako ng mrt.. eh ngtxt c marrey..sbi nia knina p dw cla w8 ni joba dun s mcdo.. hahah! Nkpgenroll ng lahat lahat c grlfrend s uste eh nauna pd dn ciang dumting sken.. heheh..tapos ayun.. pgdting kong mcdo..ngyaya muna clng maglunch.. ayan.. pasok kmi sa tower records (naku! Buti nlng tlg my entrance s tower records) tas lunch muna kami.. at nakakatuwa c marrey.. angkulit kulit nia.. heheh.. ba namn. Ngtxt kc c kuya Edwin.. hahah..

Tas after naming kumain.. punta kming main,kc mghhnap kmi ng dmit ni grlfrend pra s gradball..first stop.. sari sari store.. tas naglolokohan kmi nila marrey. Wat if daw..pagpunta nmin dun eh mkita nmin c mico sa loob ng dressing room ng sari sari.. hahah.. tas baba kmi ng escalator.. nung papasok n kmi dun s store.. aba! My sumalubong smin galling sa loob!! At kng cno???? C mico!!! Ahahah! Grbe! Tawa kmi ng tawa! Andun pla clang dalwa ni Sheehan sa loob ng store.. ang oti.. hahah..

Tpos..eh hanap n kming mggndng blouse.. galing nga ni marrey eh.. okai.. sarap ksama s mga ganon..hehe.. tpos ciempre as usual..eh c mico,inaasar n nmn c joba.. la dw mgkksya.. haii..hngkulit nung dalwng un.. tpos.. my nkita ko bigla! My nkita kong cross! (kaya cross ang title nito) ayos!! Super.. nkktuwa.. un tlg dn isa s ngpsaya ng araw ko.. nga pla.. favorit ko kc ang cross.. : )

After nun.gutom n dw cla mico kya ngrerequest ng libre..kya nag zagu muna cla hbng hanap nmn kmi ng shoes.. tas nung namimili n c jobs.. eh d n nmn npigilan ni corad at nang asar n naman cia.. hehe.. pngkamalan nga ytang CLA nung saleslady.. ang pasaway kc.. tpos after mkbli ng shoes eh request nmn ng pizza c marc pero ayaw ni Conrad..d dw xa kumakain nun.. haha.. hopia lng daw and biko.. heheh… nagtatalo clng dalwa kya nauwi cla s pinoy toppings sa fudcourt.. kulit! Tas bglng dumting c lola.. pnpunta kc cia dun.. tas aftr nun.. balik n kming skul.. absent pla c lolo nun.. haii.. tas uwi n kmi.. anliwanag p nga nun eh.. pero okai lng.. at least maagng mkkdting s bahay.. ayan.. msaya.. END..

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!!

>tHUNder buNny<

2005-04-10T13:43:00.000-07:00

APRIL 6, 2005..Eto..eto ang araw kinabukasan after ng retreat (tama b ung sentence ko? Mali yta..) anyway,late ako ngcng! Wah! My prktis p nmn ng grad.. ayos..my ngwowori dn pla kpg wala pko sa skul.. nice,,nksabay ko c insan in law kc nkita ko xa s annex, pero sakto.. umabot pa dn kmi!.. d p ngsstart.. ayan.. at n special mention pako.. gosh! Inacknowledge pa! kainis “vanezsa mori! Db cnbi kong please take ur seat??” argh! Kainis un s mam awitan.. at d lng un! png3pan pko ulit! Tinwg ako s harapan! Tas idiscuss ko dw kng anon ung ibg sbhin ng light make-up gamit ung mic! Andaming alam.. haLLer??!! Self xplanatory un noh? Kylngn pbng idiscuss un.. eh d.. ngtrip nlng dn ako s mga cngot koh.. haha! Bawal ang hairspray dhil hndi n uso un! Hehe.. at pgkaupo ko.. dun ung kaunaunahng pgkktaon n my nag greet sken ng hapi burtdei! Okai! Tnxt ako.. nice nga eh.. napagisip isip ko tuloy n malapit n nga ang brhtdai ko.. at!!!!! Malapit n dn pla ang grad!! Wahh! Dko tuloy alam kng mgsasaya ako o hnde.. nakuuu.. haii.. tas ayun. Praktis praktis.. then…

Game ng fleming!! Okai!! Grbe! Etong game n toh eh sobrng nkakatense!! Isa din toh sa reasons kng bat ako pumasok! Ibng klase.. ung tipong mpapatayo k tlg s kinauupuan mo.. haha.. anskit tlg ng ulo ko..pra akong hhmtayin.. filing ko nga eh nagdudugo n yung tenga ilong and mata ko! Hahaah! At totoo nga! Nag nose bleed ako nung pauwi nako.. haii… ayun! Fers game ng fleming, becq ang kalaban.. ayos.. gnda..kc prng nksmyl ung mga players.. kyut tgnan.. prng nageenjoi cla s mga gngwa nila.. todo cheer ako. Nagpramis ako eh.. pti kc msaya ako.. and tanan! Panalo kami! yeah! Nice! Tpos after nun.. game ulit ng fleming! This tym.. Einstein naman.. at.. haii.. natalo kmi by 9 points yta.. pero okai lng un.. mukng pagod n nmn kc players namin.. haller? Dlwng sunod n game b naman..

Tpos ayun.. nakausap ko dn pla c x (pinaikling alex) nung arw n un.. ayos.. prng tgl kc nming d nkpgusap.. at n22wa ako..pti dun s iba nming klsmyts.. cimepre kwento to the max!.. tpos nung mjo mag-e-end n ung arw eh, grbe nrealyz ko n luv tlg ni lola c ano.. kc.. sobrng afekted cia dun s ngyri k snow.. haii..okai lng yn.,, at hahah.. my isa nmn plng msyng ngyri! Heheh.. slamt lola n x.. hhehe. Chiken torpedo ng jollibee yta..tsk.. squid balls at thunder bunny.. ayos.. nice tlga!! “Malungkot pero sumya ako dhil ky thunder bunny..” ayos.. go thunderbunny! Nyenk bk icpin nio kng cno un ah.. d yan tao.. ayan.. at natapos n nmn ang isa png araw s msayng week n toh.. END…

***kip in touch pipoL!! Ciao!! Aja!!

***retreat!!! part 5

2005-04-10T02:38:00.000-07:00

Eto! Part five! Detailed kc eh kya sbrng haba.. yan! Ngcng kmi ng 4am! Grbe! Ansya saya ko! Kc an aga kong ngising! Nauna pko sa alarm! Yeah! Tpos eh d punta kming bathroom..toothbrush muna then lumabas n kmi,,. Wow.. grbe..anlamig!! tas andilim dilim pah.. pagtingin ko p sa sky.. aba!! My moon! Ayos!!! Ganda! My mga iba n ding gcng..pero,cguro less than 1o png kmi nun..tas lkad lkad konti..my ksalan p na chorva..hehe.. c meng n oa.. haha..oti.. tas..isa isa ng nggcng ung mga tao.. untiunti n dn lumiliwanag ung sky.. naligo kmi then brkfst tym..!! msaya dn.. nksama nmin cna laura,patit,and jamile.. after nun, blik s room..tas puntng session hall..my film showin..grbe,antok n antok ako nun! Pro nanood p dn ako..ayos nga eh.. ung lalake,la ciang both hands.. pero d un nging hdlng s knya pra mging isng productiv n tao..nice noh? Ayun..tas after nun, bngyan kmi ng 1hour break..tas gwa dw kmi ng letter pra ky God, eh d bumlik kmi ng room..mga 10mins plng my letter n kmi..so ntulog muna kmi.. pumnta dn dun cla papa pao,marc,and mico.. nangulit..tas umlis c pao,natira c mico n marc,nkitulog dn.. pero dun cla s my guest bed namen.. (meron ung room nmin nun! Sosyal noh!) hehe..tpos pgkgcng ko! Wah! Anong oras nah! 10am n yta nun! Ang haba ng tulog namin..d n kmi nkblik ng session hALL.. tsk.. bad..cutting class?? Hehe..

Tpos.. mya mya lunchtym nah.. same table..grbe! nilnggam, ako dun ah! Ang sweet kc eh..si meng n aron andun. (minatamis n saging??) hehe.. tas after nun.. nag ayos n ng gmit..kc 1pm my mass..then uwian tym nah.. ayun..pglbas nmin ng room..dun muna kmi s dorm A, hangkulit.. bsta my game kmi dun.. kng cnong lumabas ng door.. hehe.. tas mass na.. grbe! Nakakiyak! Wuhuhu.. ung mga pngdsal ko?? Akin nlng un.. madami eh..tpos uwian tym..grbe! prang naisip ko nung pauwi n kmi eh… andaming ngyri dun s dalwng araw n un.. sobraa.. ung tipong d mo tlg mkklimutn s buong buhay mo.. ibt ibng aspects ng buhay.. naisip ko.. s retreat ng anak ko.. d pwedng mamiss nia un..

At un..pgdting nming skul.. eh ayun.. my msya n mng ngyri s lola ko..grbe! hapi tlg ko pra s knya.. ayos nga eh. Mga kakornihan at kbdingan nung magbesfrends.. haha.. my AB daw cia.. at ung babaing my bigote, ung jerbs and ung snakes! Bsta. Saya..

At.. umuwi ako ng bahay.. msaya..pero ciempre.. basta! Dko mxplain.. basta ayun.. tas nanood ako ng darna at full house! Grbe! Un n yta ang pinakamsyng nood ko ng fullhaus at darna!. Astig! At ntulog nako.. nice noh.. ayan.. tpos n tong retreat ko. APRIL 4-5,2005... khit mahaba yn eh summarized n yan.. ge.. END..

"Buksan mo'ng mga mata..kahit may luha.. Mamahalin pa din kita, at tutulungang..Lumaya"

-kanta sa mass-

***kip in touch pipoL!!! ciao!! aja!!

***retreat!!! part 4

2005-04-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

Eh di ayan n nga.. tpos n session.. lumabas kmi ni lola <---- wanajo.. nglakad lakad kmi..tas sumama smin c Sheehan..inikot nmin ung buong vicinity..grbe hngganda! Mejo madilim nga lng kya niloloko nmin c marc n d nmin mkita.. gnda,s likod nung dorm, my mga nipa huts..tas my field.. tas my open space na sa my center c Christ. Ayos! Astigg! Meron din daw hukay dun s my bndang dulo.. dun daw ililibing c pope.. (dko nkita un eh) tpos eh d ayyun..hbng ngllkad kming tatlo, my nkita kming dalwng madre..nakaupo dun s my madilim n part, tas konting ikot lng nmin eh bglng nawala n ung dalwng madre! Wah! Katakot..filing nmin eh mumu un.. wah! Tpos png3pan n nmn nmin n marc c wanajo..pno b nmn.. silip ng silip.. heheh.. dun s kblng session hall.. muntik n nmin iwan ni DARZAN! Hahha.. daming alam eh..

tpos eh d un n nga.. lumbas n ng room cna insan in law and meng.. tas sbi nmin picnic kmi,, so kuha muna kming food..tas punta kming nipa hut no.7! eto na……… ayan, kain kming lima dun.. at ang takaw ni marc! Nkalahati nia ung dewberry ni meng n pra ky Oa.. tas.myamya.. eh my parating.. cna carlo, eljon,and nico..tas lumapit c carlo,, sbi nia: “oi! D2 nlng tayo! ANDAMING FOODS!” oishi ishi! Yeah! nyahah.. grbe, tas umupo cla dun s loob.. at nwindang n ung ksama ko.. dun n dn nabuo ung “c wanajo.. bastos..!” ayos ung pgksabi nun.. prng malumanay n ewan.. hehehe.. umalis c nico and eljon.. tas ayun c marc and carlo.. angkuleet! Badingan ng badingan.. ayos.. ansaya pla nila ksama.. nice.. ah!! Meron pa pla! After nun.. umlis n cna marc n carlo,sumama cla knila eljon.. tas lam nio ba..pgkaalis n pagkaalis nila, my sumulpot n dalwng pusa dun s nipa hut namen! At eto pah! Isang puti at isang blak! Haha! Eh pngalanan.. c carlo daw un at marc.. tas.. eh d ang lola ko,ciempre..pnpkain ni a ung white.. tas ba naman.. ung blak eh bglng tatakbo tas aagawin ung food..ayos.. prng cla tlg.. uhm.. tas mya mya nmn nkiupo dn samen can albin,flix,ceecee,tas andun dn yta c close.. ayun… tpos 10:30 na nun.. so kylngan ng bumlik s rooms..

pagdting nmin s dorm..kmi nlng ung naiwan s hallway kc..ngcharge p kmi ng fone..ambait nga n imam vilar eh..tas angkyut dn nung anak nia.. tpos after nun..psok n kming room…lights off n dapat eh.. kya lng d ntulog ung mga tao! Aba! Nagtakutan pa! hehe.. hngkulit ng vain girls.. heheh.. bumisita p clA s room namen.. d muna kmi ntulog.. txt txt.. tas kwentuhan.. msaya ko pra s mga ksama ko,, naiisip ko dn ung mga pmahong un ung mga kachorvahan na heheh..:

*Cmc-912 <--- plate nung srvce namen *Oishi-ishi! Saya! *Count off 35-53 *“si wanajo, bastos”
natulog kmi mga 2am n yta..sbi ni wanajo..iset dw ung fone ng 4..tas tumawad pako.. sbi ko 4:30.hehe..tpos tulugan nah! Tulugan na! ayos… tlgng nging msaya ung araw n un.. nice noh??

***retreat!!! part 3

2005-04-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

ayan.. cont.. grbe... part 3 n toh..pro ala pko s kagitnaan.. yeah! ay! nklimutn ko pla sbhin.. pagbaba nmin ng servce.. eh ang plate pla ay CMC-912.. ayos noh? may naalala lng ako.. hahah.. btsa isa yn dun s mga un.. gosh, im hapi 4u! (haha.. prng c insan n law) heheh.. ayun.. tpos.. ayan.. back to the typing game..

eh d ayun na.. after nung.. acvtivities sa loob ng session hall, ayun.. bngyan kmi ng tym pra magayos..maligo..magpahinga.. at kmi naligo nga kmi! "hapi Ligo!" salamat.. naging hapi nga ung ligo tym..okai nmn ung bathroom.. hahah.. ayun.. at sa sobrng pag eenjoy nmin s pagligo.. eh d n nmin nmalayan n kmi nlng ang tao s bathroom, at s buong dorm pla!! wah! haha.. ayun.. tas cla meng and insan in law.. nsaraduhan n ng session hall.. so stay nlng cla s room tpos kmi nmn ni wanajo,punta n sa B.. eh d nttkot n dn kmi kc feeling nmin ppglitan kmi.. tas nung malapit n kmi..my nkita kming dlwng kkasok lng,,so takbo kmi! pra sumabay! ayun.. pgpsok nmin..aba! cla marc pla un at nico.. c marc n pjamas n blue! (at nga pla! d nmin tlg ksama dPat s B c marc, dpt s C cia eh,pasaway!) hehe.. tpos un, nka semi crcle kmi.. d pdeng sumingit.. so cla sheehan and nico, sa likod nila paolo.. tas kmi ni lola, nkahiwalay.. ayun..tpos eh sbi usog daw kmi.. kc la dw patungan ng kamay.. eh ktbi n nmin cla marc! at pasaway! ksama n tuloi kmi ni wanajo s mga maiingay!! haha.. grbe..antahimik nung mga ksama nmin..kmi ng s likod ung mingay kya rinig n rinig kmi.. hanngkuulet b nmn ng mga ksama nmin eh... grbe! "noh?! noh?! noh?! noh?!" grbe! dko tlg mpigilan ang kakatawa.. haha! tas ngglit n ung ngsslita s harap! "noh?! noh?!" pasaway tong c marc.. wlng kaalam alam.. pnpnglitan n cia.. sbi nb naman.."AmeN! Alleluia!" gosh.. hnggng lumabas kmi ng session hall.. tawa p dn kmi ng tawa..

DINNER:

ayun.. before pla kmi maligo eh nagdinner muna kmi.. nag ring n ung bell..8pm- dinner tym.. grbe! isa dn toh s highlyt.. haha.. kwento: s isng mhbng table.. s pinakadulo.. anong tawag dun? *ung inuupan ni beast pg lumakain cla ni belle s Beauty n d Beast.* ayun.. ewan.. bsta, dun umupo c marc.. tas s left nia c lola wanajo.. s right.. ako, katabi ko c nsana in law..ktbi nia c meng..tas ktbi nmn ni meng c anak oa.. grbe! tawa kmi ng twa.. ung food:

dko lm ung twg dun s pork n my red sauce.. tpos chicken strips n my skit ung iba kya iba ibng kulay.. <---ayon kay marc (actually,gulay un,carrots at ewan..bsta kulai green) tpos.. ah!!! ung soup! n ayon s pgkclassify ng tste buds ni marc eh lasng glue daw so ang tawg nmin dun ay elmer`s soup.. pasaway noh? at ayun. ba naman.. c mico.. nsa kbilng dulo ng table.. pero pupunta p tlg dun samin pra lng mangasar! haii.. kktuwa, d n nagbago..hheeheh...

ayun.. tas after nga nun.. dun n kmi naligo tpos.. after nun.. ung s session hall.. tas after..

***retreat!!! part 2

2005-04-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

ayan... tapos.. nkadating n dn kami sa Omc (tama ba? OMC?) pagbababa plng namin ng sasakyan.. gosh!! ang init!! tas lingon lingon ako s paligid.. hangganda.. tas sobrng tAHIMIK.. tsk.. nsa seminaryo kmi.. gnda NG Paligid pramis! ayos.. tpos eh d pinapunta n kmi s session hall.. grbe! ayun.. tas nag orient.. house rules!! yeah..

bawal mag ingay.. ay! pwde daw pla.. basta wag lng mciadong maingay
tapos.. 10pm..lights off nah! grbe! kylngn daw tulog nah.. naisip ko nung mga panahong un eh, d pko mkktulog nun so d msusunog ung rule no.2
ah.. 7pm-8pm- dinner ang maleyt.. ala dw dinner.. tsk.. kawawa nmn un..
tpos 7am.. breakfst.. 10am..snacks, ayun..
tas bawal dw mag smoke.. sa loob ng session hall..pwede sa labas.. nyenk!
anopaba.. ayun lng yata!.. ewan nklimutn ko n ung iba..

tpos ayan.. d kc ako mciado nkkinig.. kc ngttxt ako,.. ansama ko.. hhahaa..naalala ko,pnhawak sken ni sor bacabac ung mic, tas kumnta ko 3little bears.. kla ko ako lng nkkrinig kc mhina lng.. un pla! nrrinig ako ng mga tao.. nyakk, nkkhiya.. ewan..pro mhina lng naman eh,, ah meron p pala!!

bawal ang sobrng kaseskihan n mga damit (short shorts, mini skirts, backless, at ayon k sir bacabac.. hanging DRESS! hahah.. ano kyng ichura nun.. hehe..

tPOs, diniscuss dn ung mga rooms.. hiwalay ung dorm ng boys and girls.. malamang!! tpos hinati n ung participants s knya knyang session halls.. A B C.. tpos ako walng pngalan!! wah! tpos un bsta kinausap nmin ca mam.. kya dun na ko s B,ksamako c wanajo.. tas c dani n meng.. sa C.. cla love.. sa A.. ayun..

ay,w8..ansakit n ng likod ko..

ayan..tpos after.. ng orientation.. snacks n agd! kc 3pm nah... tpos punta n s knya knyng rooms.. room no.9 kami.. my 3beds.. kc pngtatlong tao lng yon.. pero malaki..kaya ksya kming apat.. cla love nga b cla dun s room nila eh.. tapos.. ayun.. ah!! pglabas nmin.. dumting pla c sheehan! pano, late! tpos ayun.. punta n kming session hall B..

tpos... pgdting dun.. usap usap.. pkilala.. c bro.froilan un.. ayun.. tpos.. groupings.. dko kgroup c wanajo.. kc group five (leader namen c nico,lalang!) ako tas group one cia.. pero grbe! khit d kmi mgkgrup eh.. ang kulit namin! pno naguusap p dn kmi khit malayo.. hahah.. tpos aba! bglang nwindang! d natiis..pumnta dun s place ko... pnu..ngtxt ung c ****s.. ung klsmytt nia dti.. eh nkkwindang nmn tlg ung cnbi.. haha..pti ako prng nttense.. heheh.. tas ngtxt c marc.. ang korni daw dun s hall nila.. pinpsayaw cla! tas naicp ko.. buti nlg kmi nung mga panahong un eh d ngssyaw.. tas bglng umusok!! feeling ko tuloi nsa quesci p dn ako.. haii.. tas dming gnwa.. games.. activities.. chorva.. etc..

***retreat!!! part 1

2005-04-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

ayos! ansaya ng retreat..ewan ko... la tlga s plano ko ang pagsama s retreat.. napagusapan n nmin un nila shiela,entot,and aubz.. ayun! tapos ewan.. my mga ngyri na npilitan tuloy akong sumama... aba! kahit anong pilit p nmn sken ni tita cari n sumama, ayaw ko tlg! tpos bgla b naman skong inissuehan ng tiket! aahh!! un lng pla magpipilit saKen... at kahit n my tiket n din aq..eh nagddlwng isip pako..dahil nga d sasama clA.. naicp ko eh indi akop mageenjoi.. so, nung nyt before.. tnwgan ko c aubzki,, tntnong ko kng pde sleepover s knila.. kc nkita n ng ate ko ung tiket ko so d nako pde magback out! ahh.. kylngan d ako mtulog s bahay namen.. tpos nlman nya un at sbi nia.. wg daw ako sumbay s service at antayon ko dw ang uncle ko s skul dhil cia dw ang mghhtid sken ppungtng OMC.. no!! wala nakong kawala.. haiii..

ayun.. tas natulog ako, at kinabukasan.. ewan..pumnta kong skul n my dalang pgkabigat bigat n bag! hay.. sakit s balikat.. tpos punta kong mcdo.. kita ko cna marrey,joba, and wanajo.. and ayun! chikachika n naman.. lalo n c marrey! kwento ulit 2ngkol ky ano nia.. heheh.. ayos! andaldal! hehe.. kktuwa.. tas mya mya dumting cla shiela! at dala nia ang gft nia sken! spongebob n alkanxa! yeah! ayos hangkyuut! tpos eh d punta muna kming mall.. ksama n nmin c meng and insan in law..ayun..pgbalik nming skul..kc andun n dw ung mga servce.. aalis n cla.. tpos malaman laman ko..argh! d en pla ko ihhtid.. so,andun dn ako sa loob ng servce n un.. ah! meron p pla.. grbe cla sir ian.. ako kinukulit s mga taong ksama s retreat! "vani,cno2 b ksama s fleming? asan n cla? "ah, meron p pla.. "vani, twagin mo n fleming..vani, wala pc ganito.." haii.. kaloka! heheh.. ayun.. tas sa loob ng servce.. ayun, masaya naman,. hehhe.. my loveteam dun eh.. hahah... uhm.. sa loob ng srvce: ako, wanajo, insan in law-dani, roxie, menggay,anak-aron, leonard, mariel, carmi, beotz, at jinee.. ayos! ayun lng ata! at grbe!! nakakatawa c sir toledo! ba naman.. naliligaw pah! 3tyms kming paikot ikot! hahah... nkakatawa.. isa lng ang nkknabang samen nun eh! haha... ayun...

i cant go on not lovin you.. (over and over again)

2005-04-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it yeah I cant shake itNooo

I cant wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And its a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things

Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again

OhhBut I think shes leaving
Ooh man shes leaving
I dont know what else to do
(I Cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I cant take it yeah
I cant shake itNooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now and this chose
I made keep playing in my head

Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again

OhhI think shes leaving
Ooh man shes leaving
I dont know what else to do
(I Cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it
I cant shake itNooo

(Now that Ive realizes that Im going down
From all this pain youve put me thought
Every time I close my eyes
I like it ?I cant go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it
I cant shake itNooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it
I cant shake itNooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause its all in my head

sent iTems..

2005-04-01T22:49:00.000-08:00

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ewannsa floor ako.. hahah.. oti!! ayan.. la kong mgawa.. msaya nmn tong araw n toh.. pwede na.. hhehe.. ayos c lola wanajo! astig! 1-4 pm! okai un ah.. .. ansakit ng likod ko.. duh?? eh kc naman manghuhula k yta eh.. maaga akong umlis s skul, ay mcdo pla.. dhil pumnta ko s dti kong skul, kinuha ko ang form137 ng kapatid. (aba! mabait yta akong ate!) uhm,..paminsan lng.. ayun.. pgdting ko, prng wlng tao..tas drecho kong office.. ayun.. kita ko mga teachers! galeng! kilala p nila kong lhat! "oh.vanezsa mori?kmusta na? mukng gumgnda ka ah! at ang tangkad tngkad mo" nice.. well.. dpt pla lgi akong pumupunta dun.. heheh... ayun..tas umwi nako.. at argh!!! d ako nkpgcmba! fers friday ngyon pla ngyon!!! tsk!! hayy.. nwei.. ngyon pla.. la kong mgawa.. kya ngbbsa nlng ako ng sent items ko s frndster.. grbe! kkmiss, xchange of messages.. ayos... at my natagpuan pla ko dun na nakaktuwa.. kung knino ko cnend yan? secret n ko n un.. pero luma n yan eh.. matagal na.. last yir pa.. lalagay ko lng,.. wala lng.. eto:

"yaring pagibig koy syang lahat na..ngiti luha buhay at aking hininga..kung s diyos man ay ipagtalaga-malibing may lalong iibigin ka."

-last stanza s usbong terd yur book-

(pinaparecyt smin yan dti sa pinoi, hahagilapin ko ung buong poem)

nga pla x, okai lng yan.. wag mo mciado icipin un.. ha! salamat dn knina..

pahabol: grabe.. ansakit p dn ng likod ko.. xpired n unlimited ko,..pero magppload ulit ako mamaya! yes!! haha... gudnyt nah.. april fools day pla ngyon.. haha.. end!

***kip in touch pipoL! ciao! aja!

*!>the one who holds my heart
2005-03-31T17:47:00.000-08:00
...

I thought that some time alone, was what we really needed.
You siad this time would hurt more than it helps, but I couldnt see it.
I thought it was the end of a beautiful story.
And so I left the one I love, at home to be alone, Ooo Ohh
And I Tried and find out this one thing is true that im nothing without you,
I know better now and I've had a change of heart.
Chorus:
I'd Rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.
I'd rather beside you in a storm, then safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart, oOooO yeh.
And then I met someone and thought that HE could replace you.
We got along just fine, but wasted time because HE was not you.
We had alot of fun, though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, on lies.
So Im here cause i found this one thing is true, that im nothing without you,
I know better now and I've had a change of heart.
Chorus:
I'd Rather had bad times with you, then goodtimes with someone else.
I'd rather beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself,
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart, who holds my heart.
I cant blame you if you turn away from me, Like I've done you
I can only prove the things I've say with time, please be mine!
Chorus 2x
Id Rather had bad times with you, than goodtimes with someone else.
Id rather beside you in a storm, then safe and warm by myself
Id rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
id rather have the one who holds my heart.
Id Rather have the one who holds my heart.
Id Rather have the one who holds my heart....
WhoOo holds My HEART.

/^unLimited//

2005-03-30T16:51:00.000-08:00

lasf friday, last post ko d2.. ah.. tama b? basta un, nung tuesday kc dpt magpost nako.. kya lng n dc.. ayun.. nkktamad nah.. ansakit p ng ulo ko non.,, ayun.. ngyon, post post ulit.. ayan.. ano bah.. grbe.. nung sunday.. ewan.. ansaya.. punta ko sa house nila shiela, tas kng ano ano gnwa nmin dun.. my pupuntahan kc kmi.. tpos.. eh okai nman ang kinalabasan.. ayos!!

hala.. alang kwenta nitatamad kc ako eh..

w8, just go downstairs.. may nag dodoorbell eh.. cno kaya un????

ayan, ung guard lng pala.. kala ko n kung cno.. hehe..kala ko multo.. nyakk.. cge n nga.. sna naman ganahan nako..ayan.. nung saturday pala eh nag unlimited ako!! whooo!! galeng.. ayos.. sulit... heheh.. nainggit kc ako knila mj and aubz eh. angyayabng.. hehhe.. kaya un.. txt to the max.. lalo tuloy akong naleleyt matulog at gumsing.. s friday expired n ung unlimted txt ko kc six days lng un.. ano, kya lng ang disadvAntage nmn nun eh d k pedeng mgtxt s globe (grabe pede nakong pumalit k heart! haha) ayun.. kaya nagloloaD p dn ako kc my ktxt dn akong globe.. grbe, naicp ko nga lalo ytng lumalaki gastos ko.. hahah.. yaan mo na.. msaya naman.. todo txt.. at dhil jan s unlimited txt eh nkachikahan ko na naman ang old friends.. grbe!! kakamiss!! at isa p plng disadvantage!!!!!!!!!! sasakit ang daliri mo!! as in ung thumb mo.. sobrng naiirita n nga ko nung isng gabi.. kc ung kuya ko nangungulit eh ayaw ko n tlg magreply kc super skit n ng thumb ko.. hahah, adikk... hayy..ayun.. tpos nung sunday.. ayun nga.. nagpunta ko knila shila.. basta.. heheh.. tpos nung monday, pumasok nako!! sa wakas!! anhaba ng vacation! (holyweek!pero msaya naman!) hehhe.. magkasabay kmi ni aubz pumasok,nagkita kmi s mrt, shaw blvd. station.. tpos meron dun kamuka ni ethel booba!nakayellow.. tawa kmi ng tawa ni aubz! super kamuka nia kc.. maniniwala n nga ko n cia n un kung dko lang nalaman n bading pala un! hahah!!ayun..tpos s skul, kitakitz n naman ng mga frends.. bgong haircut c lola wanajo.. at may letter cia saken! hahah.. maaga ko umlis ng skul,, kc pupuntahan ko p kuya ko tas after nun.. kita kmi nung former klsmyts ko, nakakamiss! then umwi nako ksama ang aking ate.. ayun.. nung tuesday.. ayun!! dito lng ako s bahay,, absent ako dahil maysakit ako!! waaaaaHH! buti nlng at meron p ding mga tao n d nkalimot magtxt at mgsbing magpagaling ako! salamat pipoL! thnkyuuu!! ayun.. buong araw lng nsa bahay.. tpos kahapon.. wednesday.. punta kong skul! ayan.. this tym nka civilian nako.. super l8 nga ko eh (lagi naman!) nung pagpasok ko, naguuwian n ung mga tao! hahah.. grbe un.. hheheh.. msaya dn naman khapon. my letter sken c lola wanajo!! tpos dko n naman nbigay ung ano... hahah!! yaan mo nah.. my nxtym p naman.. hehe.. tpos anopaba.. ayun, unlng ata.. ah.. pgkadting ko pla ng bahay..ay my ngtxt sken at pinapapasok ako ng maaga.. aba! demanding! my game dw kc ng thursdsy morning.. manood dw ako.. tpos p pla, ng txt p ung frends ko dati, eh nagaway cla nung bf nia, ayun.. kinausap ko clng dalwa.. at buti naman okai na.. hapi grad nga pla senyo.. ayos un, nkatulong ako! hahah.. saya! tpos kninang umaga,thursday.. late 6:30 nakong ngcng! ah! inalarm ko p naman ung fine ko d p dn ako ngcng, pag tingin ko s fone ko no space nako.. gngcng n pla ko ni marrey ng 5:30 plng! ang manhid ko tlg.. gs2 ko kc pumsok para s game ng fleming kya ngppgcng ako..tas tnxt ko c sheehan,tnnong ko kng wat tym ung game, tpos nung la pa reply, ntulog ulit ako! at pggcng ko past 7am nah! my msg n c sheehan,sbi nia bsta morning daw..pasok dw ako kc daw kulng daw fans nia! (aba!hahah.. SALONGPAS marc!) heheh.. ayun tas eh d ngmmdali n tlg ko!! ambilis ko nga kumilos knina eh, pero mabagal p dn.. tpos ngtxt c marrey, mgsstart n dw ung game! ano??!! eh on d way plng ako.. super ngddsal tlg ko n sna maabutn ko ung game namen khit n fourth quarter lng.. ayun.. tas pgdting kong skul.. dar-cur plng pla.. tpos eh d un.. sa gitna ng game bglng pntigil ni mam cavo!! grbe na toh!!! argh.. kc my naakcdente n xientian khpon eh, so mainit cguro ang ulo nia... pnalabas ung mga seniors kc d kmi in uniform.. tapos kainis! pano na yan! pano n ung game ng fleming???!! argh tlga!! nagmadali p naman ako!! hay.. kainis talaga.. ayun.. eh d dun nlng kmi s mcdo.. tpos chika chika nlng.. tpos umlis cna entot,shiela, and red.. nood cla movie.. d ako sumama kc paranoid ako, d ako nanonood ng movie..feling ko kc once n pumasok ako s loob eh biglng mssusunog ung movie house! haha weird!! pati illegal ako jan.. baka mahuli pako.. d pwede.. ayun.. after ilng minutes umlis n dn ako.. umwi nako.. my pupuntahan pako eh.. ksabay ko c wanajo kc mgkikita cla ng mom nia.. ayun.. tas pagkauwi ko d2 s bahay.. nag net nako.. ayann.. end.. hehe..

*kip in touch pipoL! ciao! aja!!

"Every situation is a lesson to be learned. From the most mundane chores to the most complex projects, life is always ready to teach you something. Life is ready to teach when you are willing to learn. And the more you learn from what life offers, the better life becomes."

-galing sa mahal kong kuya-

The Sponge Who Could Not FLy...

2005-03-26T18:31:00.000-08:00

You dont need a pLane to fly...

plastic wings will make u cry..

Kites are made 4 windy days...

long chairs with baLLoons, fLy away!

InflatbLe pants... u myt as well see..!!

If u want to fly...

All u need..

FRIENDSHIP!

-Spongebob Squarepants-

(The Lost Episode)

+++Changes in My Life+++

21:18:21

it is!

makikanta kao.. dali! hehe..

..TATLONG RASON..

asTig tLaga!

if ever ur in my arms agen..

nagiicp Lng..

...maYBe...

Isng mgndng paraan n pgbbgy mensahe s mga ataong ayw mong iparating ang mendshe s knila dhil d nila alam kung cnu cla dun.. : )

wOooH! sarrrap...

la kwentz

2nd aCcount

*

uLan.

fiRst of aUgust...

TG for LyF!!

preLims..

yEe haw.

youR Love

sMiTTy werBenManjensen

ouCh!

Happi birthdEi daD!

poTato cHips!

foR you.. the Last fLight oUt..

!

vinTage

numbers 9 and 10//

quality tym wit bro! hahaha! : )

//TAMA BA NAMAN UN?//

southerns..

nakakaiyak..

siGns part2

maDugong aRaw

>>buKo pie<<

fLem..

S-fiLes

paGmaMasid masid.. pagiiciP iciP..

wAsh daY

FiRst daY fuNk!!

baTMan

sarrap kainin..

sHit haPpens..

bREak of daWn

daWn.

a DAy wiTh jaNno..

haNg oVer

ONE::: the campaign to make poverty a history

cno?!

first and Last...

La qng magwa..

>yeah!<

12 things onLi girl friends understand : )

seriaL kiLLer

>yow aNd me<

siGns

aT hoMe s pLEasant.

eNroLLed at LasT! wiSh me Luck..

there is no future in d past..

gOodnight.. tHe day u sed guDnyT..

mUSt gEt oUT

>best<

after four long years...

hayyy...

Ang Bago kong Karir!

fAm!

Happiest Days of my LiFe!!!

we Love you pope!

JP II, we love you..

22nd of Apr!L...

****

grad baLL..

proudtobe...

Grad..

Just Wnated You to Know

Look hUz number 1! hpi birthdei 2me!

mukha bng bertdei cake?

!eM ot yadhtriB yppaH *burtdai q ngayon!*

certified craMmer!

sEniors NyT!

!eM ot yadhtriB yppaH burtdai q ngayon!

/^unLimited//